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Wednesday, July 11, 2007, 7/11/2007 09:48:00 PM
im too fly to be depressed
seriously i couldn't stand these tears!!!!!! but im still TRYING to NOT to cry.yeah, you are reading my second post of the night, tonight. see, how good i can act in my previous post, as if im doing so great but the fact is i am NOT!!! i've been hiding sooo much pain inside right now. im just tryna be very patient. but the pain keeps ditching on me. im not gonna spill my problems here, maybe not now, or later or not at all. yknow how it feels like when people screaming, shouting at you pointing that you are totally wrong!!! you are so stupid. you are so not a good person to be made as a human and shits like that.. Wait! that's not really what exactly happened, but thats how i'd describe on how i feel right now. that bottom. that lowest point!!! it sucks, but i can't escape. i don't wanna cry. i've been telling myself.. I DON'T WANNA CRY. i was almost but dint. i manage to keep it cool. and that's good. i just wanna be strong as i could, as im afford to. so if you see me laugh, smile or talk a lot, then that im actually acting. ok. just keep yourself up-date with my blog, i'll let you know when im done with my acting. im inspired by kak yani's phrase. yani is an indon actress. if you've watched indon movie called "Gue Kapok Jatuh Cinta". she's the main actress in that movie. she's the one whose carrying a brick everywhere she goes. she's pretty as well. hehehe. i love watching that movie btw. it's a cool manglish(malay+english) indo movie ever. its off the hook!!!! "i am too fly to be depressed"-Yansta Labels: daily |
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