Gullible Yvette

Sunday, November 28, 2010, 11/28/2010 12:43:00 AM

I just can't handle the club right now.

I just got my boxes from momskii today!! Lets say early Christmas gifts from momskii and popskii! hehe So what are these? Printer All-in-One, a box of Indo Mee Goreng, a box of misc; rainboots, mee cups, choc wafer, snacks, cookies and many foods! Thanks MAMA and PAPA! ♥ ♥ I remember when I talked over the phone with mum recently, she asks "Mi goreng sudah mama bali. Makanan apa lagi kakak mau? nanti mama belikan." hehehe. Love you MOM! FOREVER! =')

Before that Diane and I had late lunch at Bodhi. A vegetarian restaurant that serves Philipino cuisines. They use tofu instead of meat and yet tastes like the real foods. gedit? gedit? *im actually sleepy already so my head can't think straight*

We went to Glorietta/Landmark crossing and I tried on this cute animal hats on! I want one!!!! :D

At night we're thinking of going to the club, couldn't decide which club yet.. until we got to Greenbelt 3.

Before that we picked up Syafiq(family friend) first who's first time come to Manila. So we brought him walk around Greenbelt chain. We went to Bed Club. It's called Bed cause the seats are like bed. The club was really loud and we can't hear what each other's saying! Then we decided to just club hoping. We had drinks at Bed's though.

Syafiq wants to go to sports shop, so we brought him to couple of shops that are still open. After that he wants to buy load and feels hungry and decided to cancel clubbing night and hitting McD instead! His treat! Thanks! :D

Dropped Syafiq home and home we headed to as well. Now here I am wanting to read this

unfortunately eyes are not with my heart right now. Might just gonna sleep. oh btw.. this is my IC in the Philippines! Chekidot!

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Wednesday, November 24, 2010, 11/24/2010 10:49:00 PM

Going The Distance

I just watched it!! What a sweet and cute movie! I loved it so much! It's not heavy and not to much drama! it's just okay and I loved it so much! PLUS the soundtracks! This movie somehow reminds me of Garden State.
There's a little funny part, but not comedy. Just funny. A little bit of sad, silly, sweet and cute part yet happy ending. Loved it!
I'd like to have this kind of relationship, even if you're in a long distance relationship; full of happiness, trust (even though your surroundings tell shits about your partner), understand and compromise with each other, sacrifices like going to the distance just for your partner just to see him/her (especially!), make time, EXCEPT the one night stand part!
I know this kind of girl(Drew Barrymore) in the movie is what most boys are looking for. She is just so COOL! like totally the coolest! She's your girlfriend and at the same time, she can be your friend too! They do stupid silly things together(love this)! and Justin Long is soooooooo cute! I love him! He's officially my fave actor! :D That face, that look, smile, when he talks, his eyes, it's just so hmmm.... indescribable! He wins my heart! and when he cries, I just couldn't see that tears falling! :(
All in all, Drew Barrymore and Justin Long could pulled off as a couple! They're so perfect! I knew I'm gonna like this movie because of the casts! I give a 8 out of 10.
This is a perfect movie for a long distance relationship couple. Totally!
I loved the soundtracks esp The Boxer Rebellion's! I am downloading it right now!! Did I tell you I'm into Indie and Brit Rock Pop now? Oh yes I am sucka! ;D BUT without ditching R&B and Slow Jams fo shizzle, yaaaight!
After this I'm gonna watch this movie again till I fall asleep and hopefully gives me a sweeeeeetest dream!

oh! oh! p.s. My mum is sending me a box of Indo Mee Mi Goreng! FTW! and Insya Allah gonna get my stuffs from Brunei tomorrow! AWESHOOME! Love Momskiii to bitsy! :)

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Tuesday, November 23, 2010, 11/23/2010 10:40:00 PM

Allah listens.

God do listens and knows what you are doing. God is around. Shukur Alhamdulillah. God knows what I'm up to. He knows that I've missed my parents so much! and I just got off phone from my parents, oh how I missed them and feel really happy to hear their voice. =')) I miss you ma and pa. Thank you Allah SWT. Thank you so much. I can't wait to see their face, can't wait to joke around with them, can't wait to be silly with mum, can't wait to keep my mum company, can't wait to hear mum's loud voice worrying/nagging about her cats, can't wait to shop with her, can't wait to EAT HER COOKED FOODS, can't wait to feel their presence and love; mom, dad and adek.

Thank you so much Allah. You are the only one who knows me really well. I feel grateful. Shukur Alhamdulillah. <3

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11/23/2010 09:33:00 PM

Loving you in Silence

I chose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection.
I chose to love you in your loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns you but me.
I chose to adore you from a distance, for distance shields us both from pain.
I chose to imprison you in my thoughts, cause in my thoughts, freedom is for me to decide.
I chose to kiss you on the wind, for the wind is gentler than my lips.
I chose to hold you only in my dreams, for in my dreams there is no end...

... SB.

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11/23/2010 08:51:00 PM

I loved and I still do.

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Tried to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry

As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever

For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever

You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Can somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry

Have you ever listened to a deep passionate love song, but in your mind there's no one in particular but a question mark "who?" that is yet to be filled. I don't know if this is sad or vice versa.

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Monday, November 22, 2010, 11/22/2010 01:11:00 AM

on Saturday there's this Amazing Race Asia competition thing happening at SM North. I really wanted to go... but.. but.. I don't have anyone who's willing to go with me. =((
At night me, Diane and Iren went to Ynares for ABL game: Patriots VS Slammers. We decided to support the Pats because they're the top team in the current rank. but note that their first loss in this season was tooooooooooo Brunei Barracudas! *claps* =D
So as we decided to support the Pats that night, me and Iren was wearing polo shirt with The Philippines map and we all three brought Philippines flag too! See how supportive we are! We took taxi and as we entered the sports center, the hall was 70% full of audience. so we're kind late to get the best seats.
For the 1st and 2nd quarter of the game was a bit chillaxin.. but during the 3rd and last quarter, the game was heating up! Little of Pats was messing to everyone! He was so angry! I did see when he started to heat up, but I din't know that could be such a big matter though. Anyway.. he did quite a good job! Dixon of Slammers was really good too as a matter of fact the Slammers were really really really good! Now I'm worry of Barra when they see each other this coming Dec! I really wish Barra all the vewy vewy vewy best! So Dixon was called out during last quarter(if im not mistaken) because he's kinda disappointed of something and said something to a referee(prolly something bad). At the end, Slammers won 1 point over home! Patriots 68 - 69 Slammers. I managed took a picture with one of the Slammers, Mr Sullivan. He reminds me of Nick Canon and wee bit of Mario.
On the other side and at the same time as well, Barracudas home vs Satria MB and.. I forgot what's the score, but home wins!!!! wadduuuuup B! :D Congrats to Barracudas and Slammers.

Today I went to Makati with Diane, just bought some dvds, this time it's 3 for 100. Expensive than the last time we bought. Then bought some groceries. I just LOVE groceries! Love to shop at groceries stores! it's like I wanna buy every single thing I see there! which is crazzyyy and really bad!!

Tomorrow I'm gonna go to immigration to get my released acr-i card and do my exit clearance and then go to Mapua. I really hope I could enroll early than the actual date. End of this month we'll be goin to Divisoria again! gonna shop for Christmas necessity and some other stuff.

Friday, November 19, 2010, 11/19/2010 10:54:00 PM

You are physically, inside and out my dream guy, SB. You just don't know that.

A long time friend called for an Eid open house. So I decided to bring a couple of friends along, and they're sisters. My friend wanted to go to her friend's house first since it's just a 5 mins away from my house. so I say, why not.
We got there, and her friend is a guy, I call him SB and most of his friends that were there were boys which is friends with my friend as well. Note, that these guys are my friend's friends. So I don't really know them and I din't really talk that much. As I was listening to them chit chatting, there I was glance at SB. I din't know why.. I just had to look at him quite a few times. I smiled too and so was he. When we got off from SB's place, I asked about SB, outta curiosity. I like him? I don't even know at that point. Let's just leave it blank. and then me and my friends headed to my friend's house.
The next few days, my friend and her sister had an open house, so my family and I went there and I saw SB and his friends that were at his house last time were there too at my friend's house. But I did not really bother them because I knew them as my friend's friend and I came there with my family. I'm not being unfriendly but that's just me, I'm just not that easy to make friends with, but I can. *pening? fikir lah sendiri. :p* When my family and I about to leave from there, I saw the boys again with my friend playing outside her house.. and I thought flash a smile to them boys would be nice, at least. So I did. On the following day, my mother invited my friend and her family for lunch. So my friend, her sister and parents came over and my friend told me something. She said that SB was asking questions about me when I went to her house last night. I don't know why but I'm kinda sorta ...... happy? and then I asked more questions about him to my friend as well!
A couple of months passed, I met SB again at my friend's place. She's having a bbq, and she invited few friends and families including my fams. At this point when I saw him, I feel so shy! even when I hear his name. So I tried my best not to see him around the house. It's weird but really my tummy makes a pain. It's called butterflies. ;) When SB left with his other friend, my friend with her full emotion telling me that SB is seeing a girl that most of his friends dislike. When I heard the stories, it kinda upsetting me a bit. But then I was like, hey! why should I be so upset? He's no one! and He doesn't even know me that well. blergh. forget it!
The next month, my friend told me that SB broken up with the girlfriend. Its actually shocking me and sad for him because it only last like less than a month. Because I knew a guy like him wouldn't be in a relationship for that short period. According to my friend, he mentioned about me after the break up! So of course I feel flattered and kinda shy too! I met him during new year. We celebrated together with friends and families BUT I know I may look like rambo but hati hello kitty okay! I didn't even say a word to him neither he did and I was actually avoiding him! i know its stupid! but I was just too shy!!
On the new year and new month.. we started to chat and messaging each other. were talking about the ABL games and thinking to watch. So he picked me up from home, I entered his car with this crazy butterflies in my tummy, face in front cause of so shy, starting to say something and actin cool, "uhhh... Hi. :) So how are you?" I know from my friend that he's quite a shy and quiet guy too just like me! So I was thinking of a topic and start a conversation. Fortunately he has a lot a lot a lot of things to say about! and He even made jokes and we laugh! I was really surprised to know he's actually not as shy and quiet I thought he is. He makes me feel so comfortable. We went out for the games twice. The best part of all was to be there with you watching our fave game and doing our fave things, laughing and joking around. and to do everything with you. <3 It's priceless! The smiles, the laughs! It was priceless! :)

We listen to the same music, we have the same view in almost everything, he loves and plays basketball, he has just the perfect body I like in a guy(average in height/weigh), he's not too thin and not fat, he thinks he's fat though hehehe cute!, he's not too well known(penting), quite religious(penting), his looks is just a plus, he is handsome though and quite hot too in my eyes, he is actually a shy guy but I know when he is not ;), we ALWAYS think alike(I very like), he is so cute in a way when he makes joke, a husband material, he loves food and eat as well, he is not sweet but nice, he can be very funny, he is so insecure, he worries a lot, he can't make eye contact(i think this cute ;p), he feels so comfortable with me so am I, he is DIFFERENT but we are EVEN. I got too many things to say about him but.. lemme keep it to my self. :)

to be continued...

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Wednesday, November 17, 2010, 11/17/2010 09:43:00 PM

I miss you Mother. ='(

Few days ago I was watching Everybody's Fine, casts; Robert De Niro, Drew Barrymore.. For the first 15 mins of the movie, it gots me crying already! and I don't need to tell you how I was doing for the rest of it, right? You know it! I just couldn't stop crying!
The movie was about a father, Frank who has 4 grown up children. Everyone of them are living their own life and away from him. One day Frank wants to gather all of his children with some bbq and wine. So he prepares for things for the gathering and even buys a new grill and expensive wine. As night coming, Frank receives a call from his son, Robert saying that he couldn't make it to the gathering, then followed by 2 voice msgs which is from his daughters that as well failed to make it. (I cried at this part already!!!) As all of his children canceled on him, he decides to make a surprise visit to his children, then visit to his physician the next day and off he goes.. (more and more and more crying parts after this...)

After watching this movie, I miss momskii more and also for the following days through! I text her quite often but she don't get any replies and seems like she doesn't received any of my text. I don't know which network that fail though. But popskii who uses Prima line usually receives my text. I cried my self to sleep for 3 nights straight. Missing her too much! I still can't go on Skype smoothly as the broadband connection is PHAILED! ergh! Not all internet networks here are phailed though, its just this network connection that I'm using. There was this one of those night though.. I missed SB, but of course I missed momskiii more than I do to SB. ='(((((((( I miss her so much and her sillyness too! I miss how she's being so silly sometimes and when she's with her cats! arrrgggghhh... ok I don't wanna cry I better stop this now. =''''''((((((((((

Yesterday, was Eid Adha in here. Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all muslim and selamat berkorban. Diane (my malaysian house mate) and I din't know what to do on the day. Iren (Diane's guardian) who's room mate with Diane was on holiday so she decided to do some shopping at Divisoria. So off we went there in the morning. The place was crazy!! It was totally packed like totally yo! Divisoria is where you can find super bargain stuff! But the place is just crazy and be extra careful too. and for your own safety though.. don't dress to kill if you wanna go there. So, I only spent 1k peso which is about B$30 and got me 9 items; 2 curtains, a Lakers tee, 2 A&F tee for broskii, a carpet, a blanket and 2 big shopping paper bags. Yes you do need big big paper bags with zip when you come to the Philippines! That's just how the people do it here.

Today, Diane and I made a curtain for our bed! Yeppppsss! This has been my dream when I was a little girl! To dream a lovely bed like in the movie! hehehe Not as best as I dreamed of though.. but it's what I've been wanting for and I did it on my own with a little help from Diane. and so as Diane's. I kinda like Diane's more though but her curtain was a bit expensive by a hundred peso than me. So yeah. But I still like it nevertheless. Hopefully I can sleep well and have sweet dreams by tonight! hehehehe :D Oh! Maybe I should hang a dream catcher at the center of the round curtain. I'll take note on that! ;D

My room previously

Now

Below is Diane's

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Friday, November 12, 2010, 11/12/2010 01:17:00 AM

I have my babyboy Ne-Yo singing me lullabies right now. How lovely! ;)

Today just another unproductive day. Just lazed on bed with my laptop, phone, pillows and sesame streets blanket. Took shower around midday, went out with Diane(a family friend who stays with me here but in other room and she's a Malaysian) around 2++pm took jeepney to LBC and dvd shops. we bought 8 dvds, 1 series and costs us about 130 peso. really cheap! because apparently we think the cashier count it wrongly. Supposedly 100p = 4 dvds, 50p = 1 series, overall equals to 250p. We paid 300p and she gave us change of 170p! but Diane only realized and told me when we got back, so I told her it's our rezeki then.

So I watched some dvds that I bought today, Step Up 3, Social Network and Phobia 2. Lets review.
Step up 3 was good. and HOMAGAD! Allyson Stoner is sooooo grown up already and her hair is brown now? Remember when she was very little 5 or 7 like that in Missy Elliot's video clip, her hair was black! even when she's in Step up 1(i think). I remember how i feel so impressed everytime I see her dance back then. even now. but her dancing scene wasn't that much in this movie, not as I expected. But she's still goood as ever!
Social Network, it's much of a talking but it's quite good so far. hence, so far, cause I din't finish it. Not that I got bore, I just got distracted by wanting to watch Phobia 2. hehehe
Phobia 2, I've seen this movie in cinema last year. It's a really really good movie!!!! that's why I bought the dvd to watch it again. hehe. Every time I thought about this movie, it reminds me of someone who's just like me, he enjoys to watch horror movies and we shared too many stories and movie reviews together. :)

I wanted to go to The Amazing Race Asia 4 Viewing Party tonight, but that didn't happen. SIGHS. I wish there's someone who's same headed with me. Who likes to travel and explore. I just spent my Thursday night watching dvds. I can't be like this for a long time! I can't! I gotta go out! But with...? :(

As I've mentioned in my previous post, my connection is really really bad, so I use my phone to sign in my msn. I'm not really active with my msn thesedays except for some important people. After I signed in using my phone, I just put my phone aside and browsing through some songs on my iTunes, and I hear a chatting sound from my phone, I checked and it's SB. He's probably not the last person I thought who would chat to me, but you're just not that important to me as used to. I'm not hating, its just I want him be responsible and don't be a jerk.

I gotta admit I do missed him and I dreamed of him recently too. but I guess that's just it. You were The Man, but you don't have to be influenced by your friends too much. They are not You, and I don't want them. I want You, Yourself, just you being You! But you know what, if were destined there will be. For now this is it, I'm gonna leave you with what you want to be and wanna do. and leave me with mine. I'll always pray for your happiness, dear M. I'm happy if you're happy.

After 5 lines, 2 questions from him and 2 answers from me, that's about it. I'm sorry if I am not the same girl who used to care bout you too much. I still like you but we just gotta be away from each other maybe for now? maybe for awhile? maybe for long? If were destined we will be. =)

Yesterday, Barracudas vs Slingers and Barra lost! sighs. I missed watching it in Bru. I miss watching it with M especially. I miss how we screamin shoutin watching the game like there were just us two. I miss our world. :( Loh, kok pada curhat ngebahas yg tadi?? =/ hehe. So anyway, here I could only watch The Patriots's game but I don't really support them.. depends on what team are they playing with. Like last time, The Pats vs SMBritAma, and I supported SMB but too bad they lost. oh! oh! I am so proud of Barracudas when they beat the Pats down and that was their first lost! Crazy innit?! oh gosh! I miss watching Barracudas's game in Bru!! =(( Best of luck on this Saturday facing the Thais. Lets beat them and win this! Lets go Brunei Barracudas!! You got my love and support from all the way in the Philippines! mwuah mwuah!

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Wednesday, November 10, 2010, 11/10/2010 11:11:00 PM

Migration

yello yello!
hows ma people tuuuuuin? I know it's been ages since my last post. lotsa thing happened within that. heartbreaks, dramas, tears, joys, BIRTHDAY, Eid, laughter and yknow the circles.

But oh well, here I am now.. in the asian ghetto country where APL.D.AP of The Black Eyed Peas, the Jabbawockeez boys mostly from, where the famous boxer and politician Manny Pacquiao and singer Christian Bautista are from!!!...The Philippines. Mabuhay! :D

Long story short, I'm here to further my study, Degree that is. It's been more than a month now. I thought of blogging on my first day here, but that din't happened cause of the unbearable busyness and stressfulness!

For the first 3 weeks here I stayed at a family friend's house in Greenbelt 2, dad accompanied me for the first week. the fourth week found a house to shared with 4 tenants in Onyx. Here I am in my green and wee bit pink room the same size as my room in Bru. which is good. :)

The weeks when I'm in Greenbelt was great, malls, bookstores, groceries and almost everything were just nearby. Now that I've moved to Onyx, it's a bit ghetto here but still safe cause there's this pare(s), they ride somewhat like a Becha(a public transport in Indo) park down the street outside my house, well outside my window precisely! They're like 24/7 public transport, so they act like securities like that. hehe. So can you imagine how I sleep and wake up every single day and night? it's a main street where jeepneys, motorcycles, tricycles, bicycles, cabs, bikes and other vehicles pass this house! oh, not to mention roosters! dogs too! and there was a fight once happening as well at night!

I remember when my first night sleep here, it was a total disaster, I was practically tired after assembling my stuff and all that and I thought I deserve a peace good night sweet dreams sleep, but that din't happened! what happened was, headphones playing soothing songs on ma head, eyes shut closed, tossed and turned, head was screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaming "I NEED A GOOD SLEEP, GOD!" Sad but true. Never had that kind of situation ever before. I thought of moving out though.. cause I don't know if I can stand this when my school starts. For now, its fine and I'm kinda okay a bit now. Cause what I do is, doing stuff until I feel sleepy don't care if its 12/1/2/3 am, when I sleep cause of tired, you know all that matters in the world is just a 'See ya later, alligator!!' hehehe. :p

I don't know if I should be telling about my journey during my application to the Uni and ol. maybe later when I feel like I wanna rage. for now, I feel content and I don't wanna make a sin by bitching about what actually happened. I feel like an angel now, so I must be good. :)

Time check right now is 1.15 am and I'm not sleepy yet. The connection is sucks and I need to change other network broadband. Haven't skype with the fam for more than a week, since I moved here to be precise. The bad connection is to be blamed. shish! =((

oh! oh! I'm actually out of words to say but thinking of more to write since I'm not sleepy just yet. So I'm gonna talk about my birthday this year! =D

It waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassss GREAT!!!! It was combine Eid open house, birthday and farewell. I loved it and the people in it. it's a love love love! I got 2 failed surprises and 1 succeed! hehehe. it was really funny yet awesomest! Loved it, tho was fail! hehehe and the cakes were aaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllll good and yummy! Thanks for those who came, it was about 40% who showed up, yip yip I know only few, but I am HAPPY! go check out my FB photo album for photos, you can see my smiles! =D Thanks IGS people, my old highschool divas, elementary school gengsters, the family friends friends group <3, the Jap cuties and more! It was really lovely! I love you guys to itsy bitsy!! Thanks to Yayah for the first failed surprised cake, to Ummi the second failed surprised cake and Fekree, Syukri and Noi for the success surprised cake and to Azmin who helped me take a video. Glad every one liked my Peanut Butter Blossom cookies! For those people who missed it, I missed it too. I don't have oven here, so I can't bake. Shame! =(( I'd really like to upload the vid tho.. but hai zon no. hail ting habot it leterrr na lang haaa..

Guess I'll end it here.. I will try to make this as daily basis. I TRY! so toodles and take care readers. ;)

Salam.

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