Gullible Yvette

Tuesday, September 30, 2008, 9/30/2008 04:00:00 AM

='(

where were you during my annual birthday dinner?

why did not you greet me like the past years? no phone call neither text msg.

why did not you care?

why are you acting all weird?

why are you ditching me?

why did not you see me the whole day during my birthday till today?

all that you did today was giving me a call and text msg to just come home, but you yourself isn't at home instead out till late.

and when you're home, you did not even care to see me. am I invisible? am I even exist?

"Happy Birthday kakak! Brapa umur kakak sudah ni? eehhh... besar sudah anak papa ni.. Bah kakak belajar rajin-rajin ah.. Nanti kalau sudah dapat kerja bagus boleh tolong papa dengan mama. Boleh senang-senang semua. Jangan nakal-nakal lagi ye.. "- I miss your annual greet on my birthday in your Malaysian accent Pa. Although it's boring that you always have the same greet for me every year. I really miss that. But this year?? Why Pa? why?

You can buy me gifts, you can give me cash, you can just simply give me anything, but where is your Love?? I need your attention. I need your love, care. Where Pa? Where?

"The greatest thing in life is not a thing."- Kaka Wanda

I have been believing that money, level, status, wealth and any other expensive things aren't everything and it cannot make you happy, it never did to me.

Labels: daily

Sunday, September 28, 2008, 9/28/2008 12:07:00 AM

28092008

From Amal PJ

From Little Thea

From Ulyana

From Atul

From Farhana

From Anna

From Momma & Adek

From Aunty Hjh

their msn nicks (click image to enlarge)

my Facebook wall(click image to enlarge)

my Facebook notification(click image to enlarge)

Advance
-Ashraf[fb]

28092008
1st - IGS Ayeep [hp]
2nd- IGS Ulyana [hp/blog]
3rd- IGS Azeem [msn/fb]
4th- IGS Razak [msn]
5th- IGS Adib [fb]
6th- IGS/MTSSR Mizan[fb]
7th- IGS Fyzzah[fb]
8th- Atul[msn/fb/blog/tagboard]
9th- Little Myra[hp]
10th- IGS Citra[msn]
11th- IGS Wanie[msn]
12th- Rita[fb]
13th- Boogie[fb]
14th- IGS AmalDoll[msn/tagboard]
15th- Adee/Yasmin[hp]
16th- IGS Irzan[hp/msn]
17th- IGS Fai[msn]
18th- 88###03[hp]
19th- Harry[msn]
20th- IGS Zurra[msn]
21st- IGS Nicha[fb]
22nd- IGS Neesa[msn/fb]
23rd- IGS Zuwairi[hp]
24th- Amal PJ[fb/blog/tagboard]
25th- IGS Sukli[msn]
26th- IGS Nurul[via Citra]
27th- IGS Zella[via Citra]
28th- IGS Farhana[msn/blog/tagboard]
29th- IGS CT[msn]
30th- Wadud[fb]
31st- Little Shana[hp]
32nd- IGS Hayat[fb]
33rd- IGS Alim[msn]
34th- Yana[fb]
35th- IGS Sarah[msn]
36th- IGS Rina[msn]
37th- IGS Saiful[msn]
38th- Aqilah[fb]
39th- Lilian[fb]
40th- Little Thea[msn/fb]
41st- Jujue[fb]
42nd- Little Yayah[msn/hp]
43rd- IGS Dizah[fb]
44th- IGS Fekree[call]
45th- Little Hussaini[msn]
46th- Little dD[msn]
47th-IGS Nunu[tagboard]
48th- IGS Azmi[msn]
49th- Kimmy[msn]
50th- IGS Ad3k[msn]
51st-Timothy[fb]
52nd- Nukky[fb]
53rd- Jack[fb/hp]
54th- IGS Iza[fb]
55th- IGS Waie[hp]
56th- 89###44
57th- Kaka Aliaa[msn]
58th- IGS Daniel[msn]
59th- Little Ramzi[msn]
60th- Little Rina[msn]
61st- IGS Az[msn]
62nd- IGS Hakim[msn]
63rd- IGS Ajim KIA[msn]
64th- Kak DiyaGirl[fb]
65th- Little Fiqah[fb]
66th- Haddy[fb]
67th- IGS Zul9[fb]
68th- Kimberly[fb]
69th- Babyamy[fb]
70th- Bella[fb/tagboard]
71st- Kalyisah[fb]
72nd- Sarah[msn]
73rd- Mutz[fb/hp]
74th- IGS Hanna[fb]

Belated
-Partner in Crime[hp/fb/blog]
-IGS Wafi(adik si daniel)[msn]
-Maj(msn)
-IGS Jamal&Tini[hp]
-Little Farah[hp]
-IGS Bazlaa[fb]
-Kaka Siti[fb]
-Hafiy & Mica[fb]

Thanks to mother, adek, uncles and aunts for my birthday dinner and gifts. Thanks to Fekree for the treat and cakes and the gifts. Thanks to my boys Saiful, Shukri, Az and Waie and their partners. And everyone whom that Ive mentioned above, if I happened to missed your name, I apologise much. For those who greeted, it's alright to be late than never, afterall its the thought that counts. It means A LOT to me. Thanks again everybody.

♥♥♥ y'all much.

Labels: birthdays, daily, pictures

Friday, September 26, 2008, 9/26/2008 01:19:00 AM

Another Tagged

1)What is the most important thing in your life?
- everything. NOT! idk.. at the end of the day, there aint nothing is.

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
- can't recall.

3) Where do you wish to get married?
- anywhere affordable

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
- between 25-30

5) Are you in love?
- pass!

6) Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
- Fresh Air

7)Name the latest book that you bought?
- can't recall. but does magazine count?

8) What is your full name?
- Ezza Nurfathasya Ruslan. Suprised?Don't be.

9) Do you prefer your mother or father?
- momma

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
- Britney Spears. seriously! not because she's a drama queen or a fan. but i think it'll be interesting to talk over a coffee with her. dontcha think?

11) Christina or Britney?
- oh wooo.. i just said it.

12) Do you do your own laundry?
- uh huh.

13) The most exciting place you want to go
- NYC fo shizzle!

14) Hugs or kiss?
- HUGS.

15) 8 things I am passionate about
- my laptop, designing, colors, sleep, day-dreaming, laugh, music, dance

16) 8 things I say too often:
- oh yekah?, yetah kaaaann, entah eh, hooooo shiiiiiii!!!, pakyu eh!, yknow..., yknow what!, HUUUUUUHH??

17) 8 books I’ve read recently:
- magazine, magazine, magazine, magazine, magazine, magazine, magazine and magazine

18) 8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
- New Edition - Leave Me,
-Sam Salter - Love Again,
-Ginuwine - I love you more everyday,
-Joe- If I was Your Man,
-Jagged Edge - Walked outta Heaven,
- Musiq Soulchild - Teach Me,
- Oka feat Sabriia - So Special,
- Ray J - One Wish

anything RnB Soul, Slow Jams.

19) 8 things I learned this year:
- Who is a total bull and everything in itself.

20) Tag 8 people:
- Partner in Crime, Amal Beetle, Ulyana, Citra, Nunu, Farhana, Ayeep, Atul

Labels: daily, misc, Tagged

9/26/2008 12:34:00 AM

E-card Tagged

sorry for lack updates! my wireless been a bitch. so i've been tagged twice by my dearest close highschool buddy, Amal PJ. Aint gonna bubbly much right here right now. Just straight with the tagged stuffs.

Selamat Berpuasa semua, Here I am going to have game before raya. I called it HREC tagged. What i am going to do here, is to let you guys download the Hari Raya E card then on that white side of the card you put your signiture, this mean that you have shown tagged.

step 1: click the photo to for larger view, right click and save to your computer.

step 2: by using ghapical design software such as Photoshop, Paint, CoralDraw or any software that you find it easier to use, just make your greeting,comments, name and signiture just like what I have done in the photo.

step 3: any clear font that is readible, font size must not be over 14 pt, font color not to light not to bright.

step 4: save the photo.

step 5: upload to your blog.

step 6: we all copy the update version and repeat step 1 - 5 and filled all the white area.

step 7: get it?

step 8: no?

step 9: watch and see.

Tagged: Partner in Crime, Amal Bettle, Ulyana, Nunu, Ayeep

Labels: daily, misc, pictures, Tagged

Sunday, September 21, 2008, 9/21/2008 12:09:00 AM

Back to Basic [edited]

Last Friday I went to bandar, at Ka Lyana's place. well, okay! Faza's place. Happy? haha apakan! so yeap. oh wait... don't be happy first. im not finish yet! So I went there to send a song cd as requested by kaka. mannn.. i felt some kinna rush masa ku kesana. haha. damn it! awu bah butterfly wah! ;p Skalinya.. when i reached there. I was TTR(tak tentu rasa), mcm panicking jua.. like.. should I ring the door bell or missed call kaka saja. skalinya... i just rang the door bell once. tapi nada kena buka pintu.. then mcm ttr berabis ku wah.. so i just called kaka and told her that im waiting outside. Few mins after that kaka buka pintu sama abg bob. I was standing outside.. mcm kan masuk jua, inda jua. cause i was like really really TTR wah. then i just asked kaka, Mana mummy? and she says; Mummy tidur ya di atas. hehe. ;P
I gave kaka the cd and cakes. Then kaka and abg accompanied me beli casing 3310 for me self. oh yes I am. Surprised? no? I am currently using Nokia 3310. As my title says- Back to Basic. =) Since that's the only phone that available at home and nada kena pakai(doh!) So pakai saja tya rather than nothing, right? Nope! I ain't complaining. I'm not much of a cell-phone goer(does that even make any sense? antam saja tah). and then.. kami bejln ke bandar at Uncle's shop to buy the casing and yes, I got me a nokia 3310 casing! wheeeeeeee... me phone ada baju baru. hehe and then kami sekajap saja bejln so after dari kedai.. kami balik kerumah kaka to drop off kaka and abg psal they all are goin to send kaka Aliaa to the airport who's leaving for UK. I wished to come along but instead i went home tarus. SIGHS. umm.. no. i din't get to see him. Pasal aku malu kan tanya kaka laaahh. But it's all good. at least I got to go to bandar at his place. I really miss goin to his place. SIGHS. If only I get to see him that day.... unfortunate happy bunny me =(

yes, indeed!

I haven't had a proper sleep these few days. Not that I have lots in my mind, well maybe yeah.. its my no-progressed final project.Other than that.. hmm... takde pun. I just din't feel sleepy. So what I did was going through youtube-ing. From funny Indonesian Idol, funny Malaysian Idol, American Idol parody, Shemale Indonesian Idol, How to make a square boxed cake with fondant and bow, how to make buttercream icing, how to make bratz birthday cake to Asia Cruz's video clip and etc. I ended up sleeping at 6/7 am on Friday.

Yesterday morning I went out with momma to pootie tats' appointment. my mother had to wake me up so early like 6am!!! yes, it's really crazy! so i fell back to sleep till my mother knocks the door again and says, "yaaaaaa Allaaaahhh!! Belum mandi lagi kak??!!" =/ so i rushed to shower and all lah.

cages of cats

meet Jen! =)

Jen and momma

Masa petang, finally I went to tailor to potong baju. haha! don't say a word! i know. i knooowww... like its really late now. haha. but yeah. haha.

Today I actually have 3 plans to go for.
1) Sof's leaving to UK.
2) Sungkai at cousin's
3) Sungkai with some friends

siiiiighs. i wished i could just split my self into 3, to make it fair and square. But sadly that's totally impossible. So I had to choose family first, yknow...
To Leesa, Shaz and Sof, sorry that I couldn't make it to the airport today.. but I'll make it up to you girls someday... okay? don't say I'm bad any more Leesa. hehe. I love you girls... Mwuah!

It's not only Sof's leaving that I din't go. There's actually ramai org yg leave to UK yang aku nada antar ke airport. Just to name of them;
Melisa - No ride
Kaka Melly - Last minute cancelled flight. Supposed on Friday cancelled to Thursday.
Zizi - I had no ride and I gotta sungkai at home.
Amanina - same as Zizi's
Ka Aliaa - I only knew it at the very last minute
Sof - too many clashed plans and sungkai at cousin's

I guess it's not really totally my fault for not goin.. but it's the time that isn't right. It's really a wrong timing to leave for UK. Not this month of Ramadhan. Seriously!! plus.. Raya is soon. Totally not the right time. But yeah.. apa boleh buat. Someone just gotta do it anyway.. I am really sorry guys. Well u guys take care and don't work hard but Smart! Don't ever forget me aaaahhh....! =)

Happy belated Birthday to the Coyote:
Kaka Diya aka Girl and Kaka Iyra aka Doll!

Happy Birthday to you twinyyyyy!! HUGS. Love ya loads kaks! When are you girls coming back?? Don't forget to hit me up if y'all coming yeah. Mwuah!

p/s: I hope you don't mind I grabbed the photo, yeah? =)

im outta here. Bah.. I love you aaaalll!!! Assalammualaikum.

Labels: birthdays, butterflies, daily, outings, pictures

Friday, September 19, 2008, 9/19/2008 02:52:00 PM

Project Pop - Bukan Superstar

UBER DAMN HILARIOUS VIDEO. HAHA!

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicintai

"Ya iya laah… masya ya iya dong.duren aja dibelah bukan dibedong!"

Labels: lyrics, misc, video

9/19/2008 01:31:00 AM

Facebook changes. sighs

With the new facebook layout, I am agree to say that it isn't user-friendly! It's much complicated bah. I like the old one better. Just take a look at the wall post section. Darn! It's complicated to read which one is the wall post and which is photo wall post. I really hate the new layout serious ass.hedge.eye.tee!
Even the applications tab pun susah nak cari. Well, yes.. it is there! But it isn't as clear as previous " facebook ". The profile section may be organized. I'd say, Okay lah. Tapi entah eh.. i still prefer the previous one. Banar!!
So for facebook users; your wall post and photo wall post are under 'Wall' tab. Your about me / profile info under 'Info' tab. Profile photos/ Photo albums obviously under 'Photos'. and your applications(games,compare people,nicknames,superlative and etc) are under 'Boxes'.
Gila eh! the home pun nampak really complicated!!
I really hope facebook will change the layout back to the previous one! and please don't change it anymore. Please deh! Please banget!

Labels: daily

9/19/2008 12:25:00 AM

Belait Fun Trip

Belait Trip photos / Tuesday 16th Sep `08(edited)

@ OGDC