Saturday, February 28, 2009, 2/28/2009 09:26:00 PM

arse face

what i've got for my self today?

super burnt fuck face!

p/s: Congratulations to everyone. Green, Blue, Yellow and Red team. I miss IGS. x/3

Labels: daily, event, outings, pictures

Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 2/24/2009 10:16:00 PM

Not a damn thing, Baby. (=

My layout is about 90% done now. The linkage i have, are just those my daily reads, so if you don't see your link up in my blog you might hafta convince me to visit your blog and may I tell you to keep updated. The past obviously doesn't stay the same as today right? Keep update yes, then I'll link you up. IF you care to. But don't worrry, i still have all linkages from my previous layout. I just don't put them up in here as they aren't my daily reads. Underneath 'Elite' are more likely my fams and blood's blogs. You may need to run your cursor on the green question mark box for few sec and it will show you a picture of links belonged to and it'll back to basic when you move your cursor away from the spot. Cool innit? ;)

I don't really wanna put a bold picture of me under the profile photo section, cause I'm just not in a mood to it anymore. hehe.

For 2 days in a row I came over to Kamrage's place. But I only saw BabyShow on Saturday and that's not enough for me to actually making me all hype. But afterall it's ALL good to chat with Kamrage. She gave me her red/black top i wore on Saturday night party, she make-up(past tense?) me, girls talk, being lazed in her couch and much more. oooo! oooo! she belanja-ed me @ Chills and okay.. there's just MORE nice things to tell about her. Added, she is one fine fashionista! Mmm hmmmmmm. So Fiiiiiine, nigger! =)

Sometimes it's so annoy to know that the world is so small. Brunei it is. I always thought that a guy i liked do not have any close connection with many people i know especially any of my exes. But apparently it still does to this one guy I am currently seeing. hmmmmmmmmpppppppppppppppfffffff. I really should. I really really really should look up for the least distance, such as KB dudes. Seriouslyyyy! aaaaaaaannd aaannndd, this guy that Im seeing with, he's got a bestfriend right. This bestfriend's lil bruv is happened to be my bruv's bestfriend! okay. That's just a finger close to each other don't you think? Oh.. oh... and.. i just knew my cousin is pretty close with one of my exes. An ex which I am pretty much close with till now. HAHA! Dear world, how small can you be aye? so funny yet, annoying. I think!

i might just gonna simply pick an iron-ed baju kurong and wear it to work tomorrow since ALL, I repeat, ALL of my baju kemeja for work isn't iron and that I can not even bother to. and I've been on my messy curly hair to work for coming 2 days including tomorrow. I am just being so lazed and tired too and SICK.

i miss him already (a guy that I shouldn't fallen in love with, but who cares! I am happy.)
=)

Salam.

Labels: butterflies, daily, outings

Sunday, February 22, 2009, 2/22/2009 09:26:00 PM

BabyShow and Kamrage

Last night's pardyyy. I miss you Baby Show and Kamrage. (:

He makes me laugh. He makes me happy. He makes me smile. He makes me stare and smile at him without bore. He is fun and funniest man alive! He cares a LOT. He rubs my head :). He is hugable. He makes me feel loved. HE.IS.CUTE and HANDSOME! :D

I am surely gonna miss you two. Last night was bold AWESOME. 3 sick people sharing big bottle of root beer. 3 party starter. haha. BabyShow's unconscious dance, it just makes me laugh my head off whenever i remember your jokes and sillyness. He makes me feel secured to the extent he worried thinking I was crying after Kamrage putting on eye liner on me and asking me if im okay / alright every time I go out to the balcony(cause i felt cold in the room). He cares every littlest thing I'm doing when he sees me. Not only to me, obviously to Kamrage as well! Thank you so much Kamrage and BabyShow. I am GLAD to know you two.

What's with me? You tell me.... :)

mya.

Labels: butterflies, daily, event, outings, pictures

2/22/2009 08:56:00 AM

@ work

Last Friday,my boss commented on how each of our characters / attitude during @ work..

"Si Azrul okay tapi discipline nya saja. selalu ahir dtg. yg lain nya okay sudah. tu nah saja... ahir dtg ah... "

"Si Waie pun okay.. ganya banyak diam-diam saja ya ani. jgn diam2 Waie... mesti cakap. other than that okay sudah"

"Si Ezza. jangan bangang ezza! tau ku tu si ezza selalu bangang atu.."

"Si Shukri.. banyak cakap and kuat beibun.. tapi ok..."

so there ya go. yip. -_- HAHAHHA. i know rite. bold lagi tu masa my boss said 'Bangang' ... sighs.

Labels: daily

Tuesday, February 17, 2009, 2/17/2009 08:46:00 PM

Sabrina Meraj

I miss Sabrina Meraj aka Kak Meraj.

another look alike?

any resemblance? :)

She is a really nice person and a sister as well. She's friendly, amazing, a workaholic, lovable, talkative, kind-hearted and so much more.I really like her.I really had fun working with her for the past 3 days. So looking forward to see her again. I love her! =)) .xx.

Labels: daily, pictures

2/17/2009 07:40:00 AM

Cliche. Not.

I don't wanna sound so cliche but somehow I am Happy and missing him to bits.
Y. (=

Labels: butterflies, daily

Saturday, February 14, 2009, 2/14/2009 08:30:00 AM

farken fools!

When I get the chance to drive today, and I had a darn fharken good sleep, after a whole day of working with 2 jobs, I was extremely exhausted, I was awakened by my mom text message this morning approx 8am says, 'Kak jgn tah bawa kerita ke ICC, ada org kerita nya kena pecah semalam pasal bergaduh. Kawan mama cerita tadi. Mama saja hantar kakak krg.'

like FTW!!
Buduh jua eh!
I really feel like swearing right in that stupid shithead's face with all my heart right now!!!!!!!
BUDUH EH!! BAIE WAH!BUDUH BANAR!!!

you know what! i am no longer happy! are you happy now????? buduh! GOD BLESS YOU!!!!!!!

I haven't been driven my car for so loooong, and I just don't want to pressure my mum to drives me here and there plus, I'm gonna be home late this weekend, tonight and tomorrow.

Why kaaaan this people so buduh damaging people's car. If you wanna fight, fight somewhere else lah! Don't fight at public area. Go fight di hutan tu kaaaah! ani arah ICC!! More over, it's a damn car! Why can't they gt anything better to do kah? HAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!! bodoh! Cubatah settle your fights with talk saja! You're crushing a thing that is not even alive man! That is more worse yknow!

So overall i heard 2 problems about cars at ICC yesterday.
1) Someone's parking at a parking lot which they are not supposed to park, cause it's strictly for someone who has a pass for it only!
2) Car damage!

oh and... one of the volunteers lost their $$$! Why kan aaaahhhhhh this people! WHY?! WHY?! Cubatah fikir, klau barang nya kena buat catu nda dorang marah kan tu???!!!!

Sabrina was so pissed off with what happened yesterday. I can see she's all stressed out berabis. Cause i think she's like the only person who's actually working and mostly handling everything! Despite Amy as the Emcee, Adib and Mardy the judges, me(judge replacement) and other volunteers work as um..im not really sure.

They're doing this for fun not for fights! you fool. %^*&*#%@$!%%&%$@!!!@$$#%^^
sighs!

Labels: daily, event, outings

Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 2/10/2009 07:44:00 PM

No Air for him, I guess.

I did not watch grammy last night BUUUUUTT I do have a smowken hawt news!
Go yahoo and read the main celebrity news that is just right in front of your eyes! Chris Brown, yip yip!

"Chris Brown’s Alleged Assault Charges Could Cost Him His Endorsement Deals

Posted Mon Feb 9, 2009 12:58pm PST by Billy Johnson, Jr. in Hip-Hop Media Training

No. Not Chris Brown.

He's been the squeaky clean pop R&B poster boy since he hit the scene in 2005 with his #1 debut single "Run It."

He is not Michael Jackson, but he surely lit a fire under Usher's behind.

He has not publicly feuded with another artist.

He's been dating his female counterpart Rihanna.

He even had a Doublemint commercial.

He is 19-years-old.

There are a half a dozen upcoming teen male pop R&B singers signed to major labels who wish they could achieve his success.

But if the allegations are true that Brown assaulted a woman, his career will be in jeopardy.

According to the reports from the most reputable news sources, Brown turned himself in to authorities Sunday evening in connection with a charge of making a criminal threat. After being interviewed by police, he was released on a $50,000 bond.

Brown is being accused of assaulting a woman Sunday early morning and fleeing the scene, leaving her in a car in the Hancock Park section of Los Angeles. As a result of the issue, Brown canceled his performance at Sunday's 51^st Grammy Awards where he was nominated for two trophies, best pop collaboration for his song "No Air" with Jordin Sparks and best male R&B performance for his ballad "Take You Down."

It is unclear whether or not his girlfriend pop star Rihanna was the victim, however, insiders are speculating that it was the "Umbrella" singer who made the 911 call to police, complaining of being attacked.

Rihanna also withdrew from her scheduled performance from the Grammys.

The couple was last seen together Saturday night when they attended the annual pre-Grammy party hosted by music veteran Clive Davis. Reports indicate that they were happy.

On Sunday a spokesperson for Rihanna told People magazine that the singer was well, but did not confirm whether she was involved in the altercation.

I hate to speculate on matters like this until all of the facts have been revealed. But I do want to consider what the ramifications might be for Chris Brown if he is found guilty of hitting a woman.

Aside from potentially serving jail time, Chris could face a backlash from his fans and the companies that endorse him."

And according to a friend's blog(Kimberly), Rihanna's concert in Kuala Lumpur this Friday will be cancelled!

that would most probably going to happen to Indonesia as well.

no comment people. I just think it is a hot news, nuff said. Wait.. poor Rihanna.

Labels: articles, daily

Monday, February 09, 2009, 2/09/2009 09:34:00 PM

Being a lady

I am sooo effing hungryyyyyy!! i wanna eat!! my mum is offering me some foods. she left it in the kitchen for me. but I have just starting my resolution to lose weight since approx 5 pm today. eeeeeeee!! how huh? eat or not to?? i am super effingly hungry aahh. I can even feel like I'm goin to have gastric. I've had it before and it was reaaaally bad!! I was scared to death knowing I had it. It was during puasa and I really couldn't stand the pain that I cried, and I just had to sungkai like bout 3-5 mins before its actual time. sayang kan my puasa.. Eversince that my rents always scold me whenever I skipped my meals. but then, when they see me gaining or either I eat a lot, they yet scold me for that matters. Entah lah..
Diet isn't easy i tell you! I've had gone through things that had me a successful slim body. I meant BEFORE!
I was pretty much a bummer after O level, I stayed at home like a total hermit, using/facing the pc for almost 24/7 that I din't even bother to eat and at the same time, I was quite active with swimming, twice a day, midday and late afternoon.almost everyday!I lost 5kg in 3months.
I had slimming pills that apparently has risky side effects. It can cause death. Very risky! Then I stopped.I lost 7-8kg in range of 4 months. I had this every year end. Year 06 and 07. For assignments and diet cause.
I had my broken heart, I drastically lost 6kg within less than a month. It stayed the same for 6-7 months after.
I did not eat rice for years,and if would eat rice, i only had it like half or quarter portion of it. But now,it's a whole diff story already! nyahahaha
Now I'm done listening to people telling me, not to do the unhealthy ways of diet cause I looked like a crappy grandma when I got slimmer doing those. not to tell my skinny cheek and face! HAHA.They even scold me to eat more. So I did. hahaha. as a result now... I have a tummy. big round one! sighs. ooooo.. there is a thing I am still have it going, slimming tea, which is not too risky hopefully, cause my momma been having it since years ago. While me, I only started drink it last year.

Another aunt has a facebook! =/ It's a friend of my mother's friend. aiyayayayaya! I was suggested to be a friend of her by my mother's friend which I already have her on my friends list. You know how awkward it feels like right? Older people looking through our photo albums. Not that I don't allow them to but it's just beyond awkward? I guess? These aunts plus my mama are very cool mummys! They somehow sometimes got me thinking like, is this how they were when their youngs?? They are super coolie mums.very! The way they get socialize with each other are like adults of my age.. They talk bout their children's love life, not really gossip though. More to brighter side of it. Which is good. They talk bout their children's friends...and etc.All I can say is, they're just like a friend. A mother as well as a soul friend. I am very happy to see how much my mother has changed now. She's a very great mom. We're more like a friend now. I share stories with her almost about every single thing happened in my every single day! From bad to good and worse to best. Friends? Boys? Clothes? Love? Lifee? Work? School?We do all that! But of course, secrets remain locked! ;) I love her.

oooooh, my mum is pretty left behind with thesedays technologies, hence she doesn't have Facebook, plus she doesn't even touch any pcs. yip yip. hehehe. Safe! :D

Last word: Hmmmm... good night? Love your mumy cause I love mine. apakaann.. IML! heheeh
Assalammualaikum.

Labels: butterflies, daily

2/09/2009 08:38:00 PM

Hik Hik Hik :D

I had a meeting this morning, well..we had a meeting with our boss this morning. We sit and gathered around the round table.

He was asking everyone,
Boss - "Ada highlight? "
I was questioning my self,
Me - "Highlight? Untuk apa ya minta highlight ah? kan highlight something important arah buku nya kali..and kenapa everyone diam saja? Dalam office ada plng highlight ni. klau ya mau ku ambilkan ni.."
again.. he asks,
Boss - "Ah? Siapa ada highlight?"
I was still thinking,
Me - "Cana aahh? ambil kan atau inda?? kenapa dorang diam saja ani aahh??"
Boss - "So anything new guys? What's your highlight for today since last week?"
TOINGGG!!!
Me (cakap dalam hati)- "Bengang nye akuuuuu!!! bodoh! ku pikir kan tah he's asking for highlight pen atu!!! "

malu ku yoooooww!! baik jua aku lupa ceritakan arah them boys tadi, if not, jadi bahan ketawa sudah aku ani. hehehehe. ;p

Labels: daily, misc

Saturday, February 07, 2009, 2/07/2009 03:52:00 PM

The way you stare, the way you look, your style, your hair

Yesterday, work was boring. Lunch time, mama picked me p and went to my aunt's place. Get back to office at 2. Az, went to Muara left me and Waie. One of the colleague gave us coffee cupcakes.

After work, mama picked me up. She asked me to accompany adek who's looking for a birthday gift for a friend of his. So mama dropped us at centerpoint while mama went to my nenek's. We headed to Euro Classic looking for a birthday gift. As we're browsing for teddy bears, I remember I ever bought a birthday gift for Faza on his 17th birthday. Apparently the bears are still available. It looks exactly like in this picture below.

After adek's done choosing a bear and finally paid, we went to the mall just to kill the time. As we crossed the zebra to the mall, there 's a Lion Dance performance by Chung Hwa students outside the mall building it self, near Chill / Cheezebox. It was coolsome plus the poping sound of fireworks! siuk but adek draging me to go in to the mall, idky! boring bah ya ah!

We went to Rock Paper Scissor shop, I saw Madin, and this cute my type kinna guy! ahahahha. banar! he's so cute. lawa lah this guy, not sure if he's Madin's friend or just a customer or maybe the worker. No idea. Die ngeliatin aq trus sich, aq kan jdi grogy. A song played in the shop was lawa!No idea what song it was though. sighs. But I did catch some part of it, Imma so google it up later.

I brought adek to the ski arcade, to challange on Tekken with him. I won most of the fights! uh huuuh! who's next?? any risk taker? haha. We only spent a token after I text mama asking where's she already, and she replied she's almost in gadong. I decided to off from there and walk back to centerpoint, and we waited for mama. and then... terus balik rumah and poooooof! Sleep the tired off!

mama's birthday cake! :)

Have a great weekend everyone!
Salam.

Labels: daily, outings, pictures

Thursday, February 05, 2009, 2/05/2009 10:45:00 PM

Patience is a virtue.

Sometimes some things in life, is not enough with only wish, hope and pray.
A move, an effort plays the main character in life.
But do have patient. As they say, "Patience is a virtue."
and it is so true.

You can't always have what you want.
But ones that you need has always been there although you don't want it.
Are you blind? or you just don't wanna see it?

Say it!
"Patience is a virtue."
"Patience is a virtue."
"Patience is a virtue."
"Patience is a virtue."
"Patience is a virtue."

Say it more!
Say it loud!

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2/05/2009 12:39:00 AM

1st Vlog :)

Watch me lip-sync after my craps, and credit at the end of the vid.
If you can't hear it clearly, you know what to do, get earpiece or head phone or even speaker.
Enjoy! ;)

Labels: daily, outings, video

Wednesday, February 04, 2009, 2/04/2009 09:15:00 PM

Freestyle Dance Competition

I am so sorry! I've been delayed this post since last week, i think. Im just pweetty pre-occupied these days as you all know.
The registration for this dance competition is already over.
The registration was on 31st Jan '09 to 1st Jan '09.
No registration fee.
Audition on 3rd Feb '09.
The max people in a group is 10 and the least is 1.
Don't have to be choreographed, do freestyle.
The competition will be goin on from 12th - 15th of Feb '09 @ ICC.
The dancers have to be available on those days because it's a 3 day competition.

*PLUS
There will be a karaoke contest.
A lot of carnival games.
Bouncers.
Hit the duck.
Face painting.
Lots & more of activities.

I am not sure who organized this. but fow shizzle it's a family carnival kinna thing
so the venue is: @ ICC
date & time: 12th - 15th Feb '09, 10am - 10pm.

any inquiries lemme know, i'll let you contact with a friend of mine, Sabrina whom one of the carnival crew.

Labels: daily, event, outings, pictures

Tuesday, February 03, 2009, 2/03/2009 07:10:00 AM

HaHaHaHa

i really feel like lauging so hard right now but that would might make the people in office bangang since im alone here in my office room! but i really want to laugh! i just saw him after sending off my brother at bandar. hahahahahahahaha talk about resemblance! haha. im so sorry but only my office boys and my brother know the story. gagagagagagaga hehehehehehe hwahwahwahwahwa hihihihihihihi hikhikhikhikhikhik LOL ROFL

Labels: daily

Monday, February 02, 2009, 2/02/2009 09:21:00 PM

Save room for a moment to be with me

Happy Fourty umm Birthday to my Mother =/ and 19th Birthday to mantan pacarku yang bernama Faza. hehe.
I am so sorry mother. I know im sucha bad daughter for not remembering my mother's age but instead the ex bf's. Well my friends are like that too.. most of them are. Some siblings don't even remember their siblings' age, at least I do remember my age's brother, he's turning 15 this year. There yo go. but what worse, i don't remember both of my rent's age. im sucha bad daughter.sighs.
Anyway.. again..

Happy Birthday to my Mother, Norsinah. I love you Ma'.
Happy Birthday Faza. I miss you boy.

My brother is watching the HSM(i don't know which) right now!
*wild cats in the house. lalalalalalal. we're all in this together* heheh
I remember I always like to sing 'We're all in these together' part to my friends when were having doubts or feelin' stress over our final project and assignments last year. It was memorable. Crack one!umm..okay! I miss saying the word 'Crack' :)

I know I've been on a short hiatus. right! I've just been really busy. 1st I've decided to start doing a vlog. I have had god-knows how many attempts of my 1st vlog I did. yip. 1st vlog and too many attempts. HAHA. but I do have my 1st official vlog, which i took on Sunday the 25th January 2009. hahaha. I know it's really taking me so long cause I have to edit so many things plus I don't have any video cutter software, so I had to go to download.com to get it for FREE with watermark on the video output it self. I just can't be bother to buy one. hmmmm. i also don't know why.
Why I have to cut the videos because the duration of the videos are too long and it failed to be upload on youtube neither blogger. It's quite a long process for me though. Cause I had to, like I said, download the software, review the videos back&forth to see which part should be cut in and out, arrange videos that have been cut into shorter then edit a little bit here and there and finally done!
BUT it is unfortunate to know that I have only been doing the 2nd stage that is reviewing the videos still! sad i know. My Mary-O hence my laptop was in coma for hmmm..well just a day. Cause the adapter is dead. Totally dead, man. Sucks I know. Plus Mary-O's cell got exposed due to overcharged.
Now that i feel so lonely without him singing to me neither entertain me before I go to sleep, good thing I have my baby S hence my cell, just to sing for me. Well only sing, cause I have not insert any movies to him just yet. but I still can go over the Net though. But still S doesn't entertain me as M does. They're both are different. I miss M. Well I am using M posting my blog right now, with the help of my dad laptop's adapter. Alhamdulillah. I really can't help my self from not going over the internet for days. sighs. It does not killing me but I am suffocating of it. *too much drama.pfft!*

I had my luncheon with my boys(Az, Shuk and Waie) and Ze Lunch Ladies(Jamie, Zaty, Lina and my self) at KFC, the Mall. It was good to finally have all members of Lunch Ladies today. hehe. Jamie gave that name though. It sounds nice right? hehe. The boys said, Jamie and I really look alike and like Jamie says, "we do pass off as being sisters." Regardless that I am tanner than her. I am glad to know anybody that I am close with, is/are my resemblance. So far I've known 3 people that were told as my resemblance.and yea I do see something what I see in my self. hehe.

i just think this picture is quite resemblance

Jamie is gonna leave to Oz soon, this Friday to be exact. SIIIIIGHS. I'm gonna miss a friend like her in Bru. I am so gonna miss her. so so so so so gonna miss her. She's one of the 'Sengkurong Pride'. I owe her so many things. The sleepover, bbq, cupcakes day, arcade basketball,girly day out, ~~a silent criminal day~~..umm.. naah forget it! I'm done ruining my self. I need to get my self healthy as I am now. hik hik hik. ;p hmm.. whatelse... oo! oo! piercings!! yea.. we both wanna get our belly button pierced, lose major weight cause we wanna be panas & sejuk.LOL. well hot and cool and ooooo a MILF for her! HAHA and umm.. just a me for me? a Ezza for me. (: I am so gonna miss a sister like her, Azimah Alipah. I love you sister. She might not gonna read this cause I think she forgot my link, but s'all good. I don't really wanna tell her too anyway ;p

and I remember someone says something like, 'You look so sexy in your school uniform.' hehe ;p

I guess that's all for now folks. It's kinna short post though. but whatevs. It's getting late now and someone just gotta do what someone's gotta do tomorrow. =|

Good night readers. I spade yawl.
Assalamualaikum.

p/s: okay! I think Jamie would most probably gonna read this. Cause I was stupid. HAHAH. I don't usually leave my link on her tagboard. but I just did!! haha. so Jamie if you read this. aku cinta kau. alright! ;) Mwuaaahh..

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