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Wednesday, February 23, 2011, 2/23/2011 03:42:00 PM
An angel I called J.
apparently there's a 25 yr old boy in my class! aaaaaaahhh... I feel much more better! and feels good talking to him. - Saturday, January 29th 2011I hate you for being too nice.♥ - Saturday, February 12th 2011 I know how to play billiard now!Thanks J! :D hehehehe - Wednesday, February 16th 2011 Like J. ;) RT @+++ Guys who smell good! #ThatsSexy - Wednesday, February 16th 2011 J:this chicken has theme song.*pointing his food* Me:sing! J:chiiiiiicken wing ding dong wing ding a ding a ding a dong ding. HAHAHA CUTE! - Wednesday, February 16th 2011 this time last week, I was playing Tekken at J's. hehe - Thursday, February 17th 2011 had a crazy yet fun night with mature people finally! Thanks again J. =))) - Saturday, February 19th 2011 I swear everyone's gonna like him. :) - Sunday, February 20th 2011 J must have had a great time of his life awhile ago at Yellowecard's. =) - Monday, February 21st 2011 J loves Disney songs! how cute is that??? hehe - Tuesday, February 22nd 2011 J na saan kaaaaaaaaa?? rindu bah eh! - Friday, February 25th 2011 J - One thing for sure he's not a John Tucker. :) - Friday, February 25th 2011 J - motivates me to be a better person inside. :) - Saturday, February 26th 2011 J - I've never once felt FAT around him / since I knw him. - Sunday, February 27th 2011 awwwwwwwww.... JAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! :D oh Disney song!!!!! :D *KILIG* - Monday, February 28th 2011 aaahhh.... happiness like this I missed! :))))) - Monday, February 28th 2011 he likes the name Jessie that I gave for his car. :) *kilig* - Monday, February 28th 2011 I like when J says the word 'halal' and when he calls my name 'Ezza' not Esa. hehehe - Monday, February 28th 2011 Labels: butterflies Thursday, December 02, 2010, 12/02/2010 10:58:00 PM
mama is so funny!
I got invited for lunch at my friend's place at GB today. Diane and I went there by cab. We had damn LAMB, suckaaaas! Haven't had those real foods for so long! =(( I MISS!!! Momskii called me today when we're at GB!!! (actually she called me 3 times) She sounded sooooo happy! which makes me happy too!! when I was out for window shopping with Diane and Syafiq today, momskii called and asked where I am and what I'm doing. So I told her I'm out with them. and when I was about to say....out shopping... she interrupted and say, "clubbing? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" Yeah she's actually laughing so hard when she says "Clubbing"! It was a real GOOD laugh! no kiddin! So I was like shocked! like how did she even know I went to the club??? hahahaha. and I thought she'd be like angry or something, but na'uh! She's actually laughed! and then I just laughed also with her, and say, "What? why would I, we would wanna go to the club in the afternoon? Kalau malam barangkali jua... hahahahaha." She's so funny!!!! We had a good laugh and conversation today! God! I miss her. Can't wait to see her smile, laugh and beautiful face. I wanna HUG her soooooo badly!!! =(( Aaaaaaanywaaaaaayyyy... so I had Nasi Beryani, Kambing, Ati Buyah and Sambal Udang. Yummmmmmmyyyyyyyy!!!! Syukur Alhamdulillah. All in all, I had a great day today! I feel blessed! Thank you God. Thank you so much. and I can't thank you enough for all the blessings and of feeling grateful. Thank you Allah. Salam. Labels: butterflies, daily Wednesday, November 24, 2010, 11/24/2010 10:49:00 PM
Going The Distance
I just watched it!! What a sweet and cute movie! I loved it so much! It's not heavy and not to much drama! it's just okay and I loved it so much! PLUS the soundtracks! This movie somehow reminds me of Garden State.There's a little funny part, but not comedy. Just funny. A little bit of sad, silly, sweet and cute part yet happy ending. Loved it! I'd like to have this kind of relationship, even if you're in a long distance relationship; full of happiness, trust (even though your surroundings tell shits about your partner), understand and compromise with each other, sacrifices like going to the distance just for your partner just to see him/her (especially!), make time, EXCEPT the one night stand part! I know this kind of girl(Drew Barrymore) in the movie is what most boys are looking for. She is just so COOL! like totally the coolest! She's your girlfriend and at the same time, she can be your friend too! They do stupid silly things together(love this)! and Justin Long is soooooooo cute! I love him! He's officially my fave actor! :D That face, that look, smile, when he talks, his eyes, it's just so hmmm.... indescribable! He wins my heart! and when he cries, I just couldn't see that tears falling! :( All in all, Drew Barrymore and Justin Long could pulled off as a couple! They're so perfect! I knew I'm gonna like this movie because of the casts! I give a 8 out of 10. This is a perfect movie for a long distance relationship couple. Totally! I loved the soundtracks esp The Boxer Rebellion's! I am downloading it right now!! Did I tell you I'm into Indie and Brit Rock Pop now? Oh yes I am sucka! ;D BUT without ditching R&B and Slow Jams fo shizzle, yaaaight! After this I'm gonna watch this movie again till I fall asleep and hopefully gives me a sweeeeeetest dream! oh! oh! p.s. My mum is sending me a box of Indo Mee Mi Goreng! FTW! and Insya Allah gonna get my stuffs from Brunei tomorrow! AWESHOOME! Love Momskiii to bitsy! :) Labels: butterflies, daily, misc Tuesday, November 23, 2010, 11/23/2010 10:40:00 PM
Allah listens.
God do listens and knows what you are doing. God is around. Shukur Alhamdulillah. God knows what I'm up to. He knows that I've missed my parents so much! and I just got off phone from my parents, oh how I missed them and feel really happy to hear their voice. =')) I miss you ma and pa. Thank you Allah SWT. Thank you so much. I can't wait to see their face, can't wait to joke around with them, can't wait to be silly with mum, can't wait to keep my mum company, can't wait to hear mum's loud voice worrying/nagging about her cats, can't wait to shop with her, can't wait to EAT HER COOKED FOODS, can't wait to feel their presence and love; mom, dad and adek.Thank you so much Allah. You are the only one who knows me really well. I feel grateful. Shukur Alhamdulillah. <3 Labels: butterflies, daily 11/23/2010 09:33:00 PM
Loving you in Silence
I chose to love you in silence, for in silence I find no rejection.I chose to love you in your loneliness, for in your loneliness no one owns you but me. I chose to adore you from a distance, for distance shields us both from pain. I chose to imprison you in my thoughts, cause in my thoughts, freedom is for me to decide. I chose to kiss you on the wind, for the wind is gentler than my lips. I chose to hold you only in my dreams, for in my dreams there is no end... ... SB. Labels: butterflies, daily 11/23/2010 08:51:00 PM
I loved and I still do.
As I sail with you across the finest oceansOn our way to find the key to our emotions Together we will move the clouds to brighter days Some people question what I say Tried to break up you and me But I know this love between us is growing stronger You can call me whenever from wherever Just remember that I'll be there Through all the stormy weather Us break up never No we'll be together Forever You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry But I believe so strongly in you and I Can somebody answer me the question why You don't miss your water til the well runs dry As I close my eyes Sit back while reminiscing Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing There may be sad and painful times along the way But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me For I know this love between us is growing stronger You can call me whenever from wherever Just remember that I'll be there Through all the stormy weather Us break up never No we'll be together Forever For you are always on my mind You are always on my mind Girl you know that you You are always You are always on my mind You are always forever You don't miss your water girl no But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah Can somebody answer me the question why Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen If you ever get the feeling You wanna play around starting cheating, remember You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry Have you ever listened to a deep passionate love song, but in your mind there's no one in particular but a question mark "who?" that is yet to be filled. I don't know if this is sad or vice versa. Labels: butterflies, daily, misc Friday, November 19, 2010, 11/19/2010 10:54:00 PM
You are physically, inside and out my dream guy, SB. You just don't know that.
A long time friend called for an Eid open house. So I decided to bring a couple of friends along, and they're sisters. My friend wanted to go to her friend's house first since it's just a 5 mins away from my house. so I say, why not.We got there, and her friend is a guy, I call him SB and most of his friends that were there were boys which is friends with my friend as well. Note, that these guys are my friend's friends. So I don't really know them and I din't really talk that much. As I was listening to them chit chatting, there I was glance at SB. I din't know why.. I just had to look at him quite a few times. I smiled too and so was he. When we got off from SB's place, I asked about SB, outta curiosity. I like him? I don't even know at that point. Let's just leave it blank. and then me and my friends headed to my friend's house. The next few days, my friend and her sister had an open house, so my family and I went there and I saw SB and his friends that were at his house last time were there too at my friend's house. But I did not really bother them because I knew them as my friend's friend and I came there with my family. I'm not being unfriendly but that's just me, I'm just not that easy to make friends with, but I can. *pening? fikir lah sendiri. :p* When my family and I about to leave from there, I saw the boys again with my friend playing outside her house.. and I thought flash a smile to them boys would be nice, at least. So I did. On the following day, my mother invited my friend and her family for lunch. So my friend, her sister and parents came over and my friend told me something. She said that SB was asking questions about me when I went to her house last night. I don't know why but I'm kinda sorta ...... happy? and then I asked more questions about him to my friend as well! A couple of months passed, I met SB again at my friend's place. She's having a bbq, and she invited few friends and families including my fams. At this point when I saw him, I feel so shy! even when I hear his name. So I tried my best not to see him around the house. It's weird but really my tummy makes a pain. It's called butterflies. ;) When SB left with his other friend, my friend with her full emotion telling me that SB is seeing a girl that most of his friends dislike. When I heard the stories, it kinda upsetting me a bit. But then I was like, hey! why should I be so upset? He's no one! and He doesn't even know me that well. blergh. forget it! The next month, my friend told me that SB broken up with the girlfriend. Its actually shocking me and sad for him because it only last like less than a month. Because I knew a guy like him wouldn't be in a relationship for that short period. According to my friend, he mentioned about me after the break up! So of course I feel flattered and kinda shy too! I met him during new year. We celebrated together with friends and families BUT I know I may look like rambo but hati hello kitty okay! I didn't even say a word to him neither he did and I was actually avoiding him! i know its stupid! but I was just too shy!! On the new year and new month.. we started to chat and messaging each other. were talking about the ABL games and thinking to watch. So he picked me up from home, I entered his car with this crazy butterflies in my tummy, face in front cause of so shy, starting to say something and actin cool, "uhhh... Hi. :) So how are you?" I know from my friend that he's quite a shy and quiet guy too just like me! So I was thinking of a topic and start a conversation. Fortunately he has a lot a lot a lot of things to say about! and He even made jokes and we laugh! I was really surprised to know he's actually not as shy and quiet I thought he is. He makes me feel so comfortable. We went out for the games twice. The best part of all was to be there with you watching our fave game and doing our fave things, laughing and joking around. and to do everything with you. <3 It's priceless! The smiles, the laughs! It was priceless! :) We listen to the same music, we have the same view in almost everything, he loves and plays basketball, he has just the perfect body I like in a guy(average in height/weigh), he's not too thin and not fat, he thinks he's fat though hehehe cute!, he's not too well known(penting), quite religious(penting), his looks is just a plus, he is handsome though and quite hot too in my eyes, he is actually a shy guy but I know when he is not ;), we ALWAYS think alike(I very like), he is so cute in a way when he makes joke, a husband material, he loves food and eat as well, he is not sweet but nice, he can be very funny, he is so insecure, he worries a lot, he can't make eye contact(i think this cute ;p), he feels so comfortable with me so am I, he is DIFFERENT but we are EVEN. I got too many things to say about him but.. lemme keep it to my self. :) to be continued... Labels: butterflies Wednesday, November 17, 2010, 11/17/2010 09:43:00 PM
I miss you Mother. ='(
Few days ago I was watching Everybody's Fine, casts; Robert De Niro, Drew Barrymore.. For the first 15 mins of the movie, it gots me crying already! and I don't need to tell you how I was doing for the rest of it, right? You know it! I just couldn't stop crying!The movie was about a father, Frank who has 4 grown up children. Everyone of them are living their own life and away from him. One day Frank wants to gather all of his children with some bbq and wine. So he prepares for things for the gathering and even buys a new grill and expensive wine. As night coming, Frank receives a call from his son, Robert saying that he couldn't make it to the gathering, then followed by 2 voice msgs which is from his daughters that as well failed to make it. (I cried at this part already!!!) As all of his children canceled on him, he decides to make a surprise visit to his children, then visit to his physician the next day and off he goes.. (more and more and more crying parts after this...) After watching this movie, I miss momskii more and also for the following days through! I text her quite often but she don't get any replies and seems like she doesn't received any of my text. I don't know which network that fail though. But popskii who uses Prima line usually receives my text. I cried my self to sleep for 3 nights straight. Missing her too much! I still can't go on Skype smoothly as the broadband connection is PHAILED! ergh! Not all internet networks here are phailed though, its just this network connection that I'm using. There was this one of those night though.. I missed SB, but of course I missed momskiii more than I do to SB. ='(((((((( I miss her so much and her sillyness too! I miss how she's being so silly sometimes and when she's with her cats! arrrgggghhh... ok I don't wanna cry I better stop this now. =''''''(((((((((( ![]() Yesterday, was Eid Adha in here. Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all muslim and selamat berkorban. Diane (my malaysian house mate) and I din't know what to do on the day. Iren (Diane's guardian) who's room mate with Diane was on holiday so she decided to do some shopping at Divisoria. So off we went there in the morning. The place was crazy!! It was totally packed like totally yo! Divisoria is where you can find super bargain stuff! But the place is just crazy and be extra careful too. and for your own safety though.. don't dress to kill if you wanna go there. So, I only spent 1k peso which is about B$30 and got me 9 items; 2 curtains, a Lakers tee, 2 A&F tee for broskii, a carpet, a blanket and 2 big shopping paper bags. Yes you do need big big paper bags with zip when you come to the Philippines! That's just how the people do it here. ![]() ![]() Today, Diane and I made a curtain for our bed! Yeppppsss! This has been my dream when I was a little girl! To dream a lovely bed like in the movie! hehehe Not as best as I dreamed of though.. but it's what I've been wanting for and I did it on my own with a little help from Diane. and so as Diane's. I kinda like Diane's more though but her curtain was a bit expensive by a hundred peso than me. So yeah. But I still like it nevertheless. Hopefully I can sleep well and have sweet dreams by tonight! hehehehe :D Oh! Maybe I should hang a dream catcher at the center of the round curtain. I'll take note on that! ;D My room previously ![]() ![]() Now Labels: butterflies, daily, pictures Friday, November 12, 2010, 11/12/2010 01:17:00 AM
I have my babyboy Ne-Yo singing me lullabies right now. How lovely! ;)Today just another unproductive day. Just lazed on bed with my laptop, phone, pillows and sesame streets blanket. Took shower around midday, went out with Diane(a family friend who stays with me here but in other room and she's a Malaysian) around 2++pm took jeepney to LBC and dvd shops. we bought 8 dvds, 1 series and costs us about 130 peso. really cheap! because apparently we think the cashier count it wrongly. Supposedly 100p = 4 dvds, 50p = 1 series, overall equals to 250p. We paid 300p and she gave us change of 170p! but Diane only realized and told me when we got back, so I told her it's our rezeki then. So I watched some dvds that I bought today, Step Up 3, Social Network and Phobia 2. Lets review. Step up 3 was good. and HOMAGAD! Allyson Stoner is sooooo grown up already and her hair is brown now? Remember when she was very little 5 or 7 like that in Missy Elliot's video clip, her hair was black! even when she's in Step up 1(i think). I remember how i feel so impressed everytime I see her dance back then. even now. but her dancing scene wasn't that much in this movie, not as I expected. But she's still goood as ever! Social Network, it's much of a talking but it's quite good so far. hence, so far, cause I din't finish it. Not that I got bore, I just got distracted by wanting to watch Phobia 2. hehehe Phobia 2, I've seen this movie in cinema last year. It's a really really good movie!!!! that's why I bought the dvd to watch it again. hehe. Every time I thought about this movie, it reminds me of someone who's just like me, he enjoys to watch horror movies and we shared too many stories and movie reviews together. :) I wanted to go to The Amazing Race Asia 4 Viewing Party tonight, but that didn't happen. SIGHS. I wish there's someone who's same headed with me. Who likes to travel and explore. I just spent my Thursday night watching dvds. I can't be like this for a long time! I can't! I gotta go out! But with...? :( As I've mentioned in my previous post, my connection is really really bad, so I use my phone to sign in my msn. I'm not really active with my msn thesedays except for some important people. After I signed in using my phone, I just put my phone aside and browsing through some songs on my iTunes, and I hear a chatting sound from my phone, I checked and it's SB. He's probably not the last person I thought who would chat to me, but you're just not that important to me as used to. I'm not hating, its just I want him be responsible and don't be a jerk. I gotta admit I do missed him and I dreamed of him recently too. but I guess that's just it. You were The Man, but you don't have to be influenced by your friends too much. They are not You, and I don't want them. I want You, Yourself, just you being You! But you know what, if were destined there will be. For now this is it, I'm gonna leave you with what you want to be and wanna do. and leave me with mine. I'll always pray for your happiness, dear M. I'm happy if you're happy. After 5 lines, 2 questions from him and 2 answers from me, that's about it. I'm sorry if I am not the same girl who used to care bout you too much. I still like you but we just gotta be away from each other maybe for now? maybe for awhile? maybe for long? If were destined we will be. =) Yesterday, Barracudas vs Slingers and Barra lost! sighs. I missed watching it in Bru. I miss watching it with M especially. I miss how we screamin shoutin watching the game like there were just us two. I miss our world. :( Loh, kok pada curhat ngebahas yg tadi?? =/ hehe. So anyway, here I could only watch The Patriots's game but I don't really support them.. depends on what team are they playing with. Like last time, The Pats vs SMBritAma, and I supported SMB but too bad they lost. oh! oh! I am so proud of Barracudas when they beat the Pats down and that was their first lost! Crazy innit?! oh gosh! I miss watching Barracudas's game in Bru!! =(( Best of luck on this Saturday facing the Thais. Lets beat them and win this! Lets go Brunei Barracudas!! You got my love and support from all the way in the Philippines! mwuah mwuah! Labels: butterflies, daily Sunday, September 12, 2010, 9/12/2010 01:58:00 AM
Swagger Boy
Can't believe a guy that I thought perfect would fool me. There's so many things I wanna rage about, but I sigh and I realized this is an answer from God, so I forgive you and I hope you're not doing it again to other girls. Thanks for the memories. Swagger Boy aka HAHMAHIM.Labels: butterflies, cobaan, daily Thursday, April 15, 2010, 4/15/2010 02:01:00 AM
Hair Tattoo
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I've been wanting for this hairstyle ever since Cassie did. and then there's Carmen Electra, La La Vasquez, Mel B, Rihanna (mohawk), some models, and the list goes on... I like Riri's mohawk, and sure I'd like to give a try but maybe not anytime soon or in 2 years time. But FYI, it wasn't actually Cassie who started the shaving trend, guess who? Raven Symone!! oh wait, not to mention Britney Spears! Thanks for kicking in the trend! I really love my hair so much! now I have 2 types of hair on my head. Bald and long. its actually fun having bald hair, I like to play with it. Just rubbing my hand on it. heheh it's fun. As I have been expected, I have received so many OMG(s) and mostly are from girls. And the first person being honest and tell me that he dislikes it, is Swagger Boy. and I really thank him, I really appreciate that. cause he's being honest and tell it straight to me. I like him more than ever now. <3 But afterall it's done and it's what I've wanted so badly! and I am happy with it. Plus, it's just hair anyway. Don't hate don't stress. Congratulate and celebrate! =D Thank Rully!!! <3 xoxo Yvette with Love. Salam. Labels: butterflies, daily, fasean, outings, pictures Saturday, January 23, 2010, 1/23/2010 11:54:00 PM
Gilaaaaaaaaa!!! Aku nda pernah rasa cemani. at least, lama sudah inda. palui kaliiiiiii...!!! sakit wah rasanyaaa... menahan rasa rindu ani aaahh.. buset eh!miracle... miracle... miracle... pleaaaseeee....!! AKU GAY! OKEY!!! ='( Labels: butterflies, cobaan, daily Thursday, January 21, 2010, 1/21/2010 09:30:00 PM
untuk Mu.
Tidak ku mengharapkan perasaan ini akan datang sebegitu cepat.Perasaan yang begitu dalam, yang telah lama tidak ku rasakan. Perasaan yang sangat menyakitkan dan membunuhi ku. Tidak ku sangka aku begitu lemah. Tidak ku sangka aku bisa menangis seperti ini lagi. Kadang ku tertanya sendiri, what the hell is wrong with me? Ada apa dengan diri ku? kenapa ku begini? apa kah ini? Begitu banyak persoalan yang bermain di fikiranku. Kadang aku merasa gembira, kadang kau juga membuat ku merasa gila. Meskipun begitu, aku tetap berdiri disini untuk bertahan, menunggu dan berharap. Yours truly, Ezza Labels: butterflies, cobaan, daily, misc Thursday, January 14, 2010, 1/14/2010 07:59:00 PM
You're the best A. =')
I am so thankful for having a friend that I've known for more than a decade, who would still be there to listen to all the shits I'm goin through.Thank you so much and I love you. ♥ =') Labels: butterflies, daily, pictures Sunday, January 10, 2010, 1/10/2010 12:01:00 PM
=')
![]() An old good friend will still hold hands of one who has sweaty palms and never let go, instead of saying 'eww'. ('= I ♥ you. Labels: butterflies, daily, pictures Wednesday, December 09, 2009, 12/09/2009 02:10:00 AM
crazy monkey
chatting to kerazi monkey!!! lol![]() Labels: butterflies, daily Thursday, December 03, 2009, 12/03/2009 10:54:00 AM
how i miss doing crazy things and being a crazy monkey back in college. Like the world is mine! =')<33 Labels: butterflies, daily Sunday, November 22, 2009, 11/22/2009 03:25:00 PM
okay. i lied! palui! aku emo right now!They said, You're in love when you listened to love songs and it all make sense. and here I am feeling Katy Perry's Thinking of You and Anberlin - A Day Late. Anberlin's not my type of music but the words killed it. Damn! I'm gay. Labels: butterflies, cobaan, daily 11/22/2009 01:27:00 PM
its funny how opportunity comes multiple at a time. but none passing by when we needed.+++ just making this blog not to look like being abandoned. xx Labels: butterflies, cobaan, daily Monday, September 14, 2009, 9/14/2009 01:27:00 AM
my elementary and highschool girls
It was good to finally reunite with my highschool girls. After um years and on last Saturday, we eventually had our very 1st day of hang out eversince we finished our highschool. Each of us drove our car convoy lagi tu berjalan. It feels awesome! berabis. hehe. Supposedly 6 of us, but only 5 could make it, but fortunately we bumped into our friend who's coudln't make it at the first place, at Chill with her siblings, good thing she showed up! how coinsidence! heheheh. and we took lots lots pf photos too, of course. I'm glad to have friends like them. I've actually known these girls since were in elementary school. so weve been friends since approx more than a decade! yips! hehehe. I'm glad to have them and I really love them.![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() This girl was my partner in crime when were in Junior High School. We're the same minded! She's an evil and a very best of friend! Love you Amanina. =') She is a nice friend, when you're on a fight, she'll bail you from jail. haha. She'll save you. Love you Manisah. These 2 are my fav girls since then. ♥I hope to see you girls again. SOON!! I love you girls, so much! =') with Lotsa ♥. Salam. Labels: butterflies, daily, outings, pictures |
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