They call me Yvette.
Abode of Peace.
♥MARY-O. ♥colors. ♥photoshop whore. ♥KL. ♥Ne-Yo. ♥Piggy back ride.
IGS College.
National Diploma Computer Studies.
Lim Kok Wing is my dream.
Web Designer is my ambition.
Loves to love. Hates to hate.
They say I am a Family person, a Happy Camper, so well-known as Little Miss Slow and dot dot dot.
My fav foods are potato, seaweed, pandan flavor ice-cream, chicken and PB&J(grapes)! Those are Love!
Patience is my middle name but never test my ego.
I've had my lessons and I'm allergic to dramas.
No offense but I really don't believe in having a best friend especially girls.

"I am not a big fan of Liars"- Vanessa of Gossip Girl

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[Chicas]
Kaka Melly ♥
Kaka Yun ♥
Kaka Ghel ♥
Kaka Doll ♥
Kak Yansta
Little Thea ♥
Little Shana ♥
Little Nyra♥
Little Wina ♥
Little Melissa ♥
Little Fyqa ♥
Little Nad ♥
Little Sofie & Shaz ♥
Little Lisa ♥
Little Rina ♥
Amal PJ ♥
Najat ♥
Bella ♥
IGS Ana♥ ;)
IGS Amaldoll
IGS Dzah,Fatin,Ct
IGS Dizah
IGS Noi
IGS Rina
IGS Zana
IGS Bazla
IGS Hayat
IGS Fai
IGS Ka Mimie
IGS Uly
IGS Citra
IGS Nunu,Qyll,Fiza
IGS Farhana
Maj yk ♥
Jamie ♥
Atul ♥
Ervy
Faye
Umie
ZiMomo
Selly
Megan
Kimberly ♥
Fatin
Zatty
Yacko


[Homies]
Uncle Kanye
Abg Deez & Fee
Abg Kujim
Mamat
IGS Az ♥
IGS Punca ♥
IGS Basol ♥
IGS Raphiology
IGS Wafi BF
IGS Weirdoz FC
IGS Fizo
IGS Ayeep
Little Ramzi ♥
Little Khaliq ♥
Davadrian ♥
Reza
Taddie / Jackpott ♥
Hum ♥
NJ
Alfie


[Interests]
IGSCollege ♥
Gossip Girl ♥
MSN
Movie
6Dykes1Gay
Rano
Kurapak
Nadia & Jeez
ProjecTunes.purevolume
ProjecTunes.myspace
DST Simpur
Post Secret
Parking Idiots
Mellisa Clifton


[Mine]
Creation & Art
Friendster blog
PureVolume.Yvette J Sation
Angelfire
Soundclick
Photos & MusiQue
Yvetteologies
YJR 4shared
iMeem

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2 days left till kaka leaving for UK. siiiighs. i havent seen her these days, she's been busy with her fams and packing stuff i guess. i hope i could go to the airport and send her this Friday though. and tomorrow zurra,nesa, alil and their cousins are flying off to KL. maaaannnn!!! too many people are leaving for KL and making me sooo jealous lah!! pfffffffffttt! i havent gone to KL tis year, just yet. and im looking forward to it either in September or December. but i need somebody to go with. i am really in need. and i need somebody that's legal to go to Zouk or at least wanting to go to Zouk and clubbing!!! :D

September, siiighs! whoever reads these, please.. never talk about September, or at least just never mention September to me, right in front of ma face or when I'm around. it hurts me a LOAD just to hear it. so don't get me hurt.okay. JUST SIMPLY DO NOT EVER MENTION SEPTEMBER WHENEVER I AM AROUND.

dance class today was alright. anna is joining and she's begin to like 'em. she can dance anyway.. so no sweats. we skipped tutorial class today cuz its started at 3.30pm while the dance class started at 3pm and before the tutorial class we had a 2 hour of class on programming language. so it was hectic. dance class finished around 5 and met Adul in the studio. hehe. it's good to see him today after been awhiiiiile. but things are different now. so much different, we barely talk and blaaahhh, now.. heheh but it's all good. im still talking to the brother, Alek. he's the cutest thing ever!!!!!! hahaha. we were best friends back in high school.hehe. high school memories eh?? =)

i was searching for some new tracks today and i got few. one of them is by Ne-Yo called Go On Girl and apparently Kak Yani's phrase (I'm too fly to be depressed) was taken from this song. The lyrics are so deep. Should listen to this song and get the lyrics. i'd upload the download link tomorrow yeah, IF im not that busy or tired, cuz I am curently feeling sleepy and tired as hell. heheheh. but here's the lyrics...

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Sunday at night, me and kaka mel were chatting about deep bullcrap. she's missing her man who's in the UK. she's ditching most of her pains on me. well, im fine with it. cause she's been there for me and now its my turn to do something in return for her. it's love that counts. so when she talked most about her boyfriend it did touched my side of it. GAAH!! it's just so sad to think about it.

when you've planned, dream about how the futures gonna be like. when you encouraged people and they listened to each of your words. they treated you good. they spent the whole dawn for you, just to talk to you.when there were NO fights it was so clean as white. and in the end they just had to simply vanished when the storm strikes. AND when this had happened to your significant other!! (ok.i don't know if you get me, but the whole point of what I'm saying was you just HAD to let` em go because of fate!)

it's just so sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad. a zillion of sad!! it's just, i've never went through the thing that had happened to me. but it's all good. i guess were doing just fine. just that we don't talk as much as we used to cause its obviously things aren't the same anymore. the feelings just had to fade and there is NO WAY to get those memories back,it's just ain't gonna be the same way again. i believe so..

i don't hate people that much as long as they don't do wrong to me. i usually quiet and don't say much of things, but thats when im not HIGH. i take things very calm and patient. but im not that easy to forgive people. i know i am that mean, because i am not an angel. but i still talk to people in a good way and i respect people. i just don't easily forgive people. i don't do revenge but i guess that's just how i pay back to people. i don't put such anger on them but yeah.. as i said I am not an angel. im sure you've heard this phrase, "truth hurts", so the pain is just as much as how long i'd forgive them.


i missed the used to be. i missed the memories. i know Im sucha bitch for being all emo but dude!!! give me some space, YAIIIIIIIGHT!!!!

im a nice person and random on the other side. i am random at times and im still a nice person.
KEEP THAT IN MIND!!!

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friday, i went to dance class and i was LATE. cause of my brother who went for friday prayers and came home at 4. i reached to the studio at 4.30 and the class finished 15 minutes later.siiiighs.

kaka mel got stitches below her left knee cap so she CAN'T DANCE!! she said she fell down into the drain at qlap on thursday at night. poor her but she still can laugh about it.she's strong. hahahahah. and instead of dancing on friday she just got a new hair done. it looks cool. i don't know how to describe but i'll take her picture later and post it up yeah. she got it done at the same building where the studio at, she was there so early around 2 then after few minutes i reached the studio, she showed up with her new hair done. wuhooooooooooooooo!!! heheh but too bad she can't dance because of the stitches. grrrrrrrrrr!!!

the class was alright i only learn few steps cause i was late, so yeah.. Hum taught me little moves that kaka mel has taught me before, i remembered the moves so i did and Hum made it clearer. so it's alll GOOOOOOOODD!! =D

saturday, was alright. not much of fun but it was just fine. Finally we've finished the softcopy of our Intergrated Assignment! i was soooo fucking sleepy that afternoon but thank god i managed to work the assignment even though i was a bit weak. i was kinna tired as well. don't know why though.kaka came to college and she teased me that she's goin ta leave in like less than a week!! capiiiii eh!!! but its true she's leaving on the 27th at 8pm. siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggghhsssss. im so saaad whenever i think about that she's gonna leave for UK. fuck!!!! i had so much with her when she's here and i woudn't meet them Hum and T at the studio if there wasn't kaka around. i've known T since December last year and i just met him when kaka's here in bru. and i wouldn't dance if she's not here too. i joined the dance was because of HER. so i don't know what's gonna happen if she's not around later. =( she's just so like nobody else. really. she's my role model. my mentor.she's my superstar, she's the real person, real kaka i could have. she's simply not like anybody else. i did heard some people said that she's kinna snob.. but i don't find that she is. i have heard a lot of bad things about her, but everything were just fake. for real. i think i've known her better than them.and i think those people who thinks she's vice versa, they just haven't read and learn her book yet. Get to know her better then give a thought.


i love Kaka Mel.

i love Melina Jaini.

i love Mz Shorty.

& i wanna be like Her.

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I TALKED TO NJ ON THE PHONE YESTERDAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!

:D hahahahahahahahah.

sorry for the lack updates people, life is getting hectic each day and i like it.

Sunday; July 15th 07.
His Majesty 61st Birthday. Family Friends BBQ over my place and my brother's surprise birthday party, a late one actually.from morning till night. yeah, the whooole day. things were GREAT!!!!! see video below.. i love my brother, okay! :D


Monday; July 16th 07.
wasn't much of things happened, was supposed to go out with kaka mel and shuk and afif to go to the dance class but it was canceled so yeah, just bumming at home and sleep.

Tuesday; July 17th 07.
it was aaaallllll GREAT!!! HAHAHAHAH. after school i went to dance class with kaka mel and shuk. and EVENTUALLY, i met T the Jackpott!! hahaah and hum and mary. heheheheh they're so cool!!!!!! i like to see they dance. and T chatted with me that night. he squeezed my fats that afternoon.urgh! hahaah but i still love him. :D

Wednesday; July 18th 07.
WAS THA GREATEST!!!!! I REALLY HAD SOOO MUCH FUN!!!! BERABIS!! HAHAH! so i went to dance class after school, was a bit late.. reached there around 4 with hadi as photographer. we both were fooling around on the dance floor taking photos and stuff. hahaha. it was fun and when class finished i was a bit =/ cuz it was short.. and hum left earlier because he had to send his father or something like that.. and mary went off right after class over. so we all, kaka mel,me,shuk,T, fizz and this new guy i knw named zul went down and chill. we just chill there and being silly with T. hahahahah. i din't know T is sucha clown in real life!!! hahaah he's funny! really funny!!! he says i got big bums! tsk! HAHAH so i was ashamed and hit him and he hugged mee!!! awwww.. sweeeet T!! heheheh. they kept on teasing me with NJ the whole day after that!! the day went a bit longer and again, its FUN!!!!! hehe. we went to Jolibee to wait for Hum and went makan there together along with shukri, and mahzuz who cam late.. So okay! here is the best part. i like this part iiight! so T was talking on the phone with NJ, i was at the back of him talking with shukri,mahzuz and hadi. i heard a bit of T's conversation over the phone with NJ, and i heard he says 'hey, your future wife is here.' ....... 'yvette is here!' and when i heard T said that, my face was blushing so RED and i can't stop laughing and i hit T because he's kept on teasing me.. as a matter of fact, everyone there were teasing me... hahaah and KAKA MELLLLL!!! hahahhahahh. and i talked abit with NJ hehehe yeah, just a bit, cuz i couldn't stand laughing and blushing when everyone were teasing me!!! heheh but it's cool!!i liiiiiiike NJ as much as i like Usher and Marques Houston and how i like rnb soul music. im just a a biggest fan of his btw, and NOT obsessed. LOL =]

IT WAS FUN!!!!!!! hahah how many FUN can you see that i have mentioned in this post. hahahahah.i know they're lots!

Today there were no dance class, has canceled cause T was busy and works and stuff. so after school i worked on some of kaka's dance moves and my foot steps at college.hahaha. later that me,kaka mel, kaka mel's brother and shukri hung out at Qlap's KFC, just chillaxing and stuff. wasnt much of things.went to mamat's place just now. the baby sister's birthday, Dina. she's cute and bimbo eeeehhh damit2 nyaa... heheheh. Mamat if you read this, sorry that i gotta off back home early tadi.. cuz yknow... i went out with mothers. yknow how mother is~ We could have snap some photos tadi if ur there a bit early.. u were late mannnnnn!!!! heheheh. bah i enjoyed the party and the foods mang!!! wuhoooooooooo!!! HAHAHAHAH

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im sooo effing sleepy right now. time check: 10:10pm. im so tired. my today was all gooood!! hehehe. went out for Harry Potter movie with Banana, AmalDoll, and new students; wani, elyn and pepsi(yea, pepsi is the name! :] ) and i drove today!!!!! hehehe :D so we went out from 4-8pm. i supposed to watch kaka melly, T and Hum dancing di Athirah, at 3pm. but since were a bit late so i couldn't make it =/ im gonna try again tomorrow though.. but i gotta bring my own car tah tu.. and i got no body to go with baaahhh.. cana ni ah..??? to go with, as in company me in the car while i drive, im still not really good in driving mannn!! yea, i already got license but i just havent been drive a lot since i got my license.. so yeah, its kinna hard.

*forgive me if this post is not understandable or not really organize or whatever. im so sleeepy so its gonna be like cincai-cincai sikit. heheh. *

so anyways... after watching the movie, we went to eat at the mall food court. as i was seating and looking at the crowd around.. i saw the 3 little girls(the mango maniac). Farah,Myra and Shana. so i went to Myra walking next to her without them realized me. and when they saw me, they SCREAM SO LOUD and hugged me so tight. hahaha. yea, i was squeezed by them!!! and when i turned back looking at the people in food court, they were staring at US and surprised!! hahaha. *malu kami eh..*
kaka misses you all little mangoes. heheeh.

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i've disappoint my man these days. i don't know why.. i never mean it but it just happened. i think i've made him mad and stressed. just like what happened today, i was totally busy and my timetable was packed. i got classes for the whole day from morning till afternoon, i was doing on my assignment that need to be submit on this coming Saturday. its our Intergrated Assignment. i did saw him online but i din't even spoke to him because i was very busy and on lunch time i was sleeping cause i was tired plus i was fasting. and when i wanted to talk to him.. i thought that he might be sleeping already.. so i dint wanna disturbed him, scared that he'd be awake. and when i got back home just now, i thought to just leave him a msg, so he knows that ive been thinking of him. i just simply said, "imissedyou,love :)" and about few minutes after that he replied me that he missed me too. then i asked him if he's just woke up. and he replied, yea,because he slept so late waiting for me to speak to him and he slept at 7am!and the conversation last few lines after that and he got back to sleep again. =( can u imagine that he's waited for me from i dont know.. last night till 7am,(UK hours.) how a bad girlfriend i am. but seriously.. i never mean to keep him waiting.i should have just tell him to sleep rather than keep waiting for me since i was very busy. im really really sorry mi amor. i think this is what happened after living as a single person(as in not in a relationship) for almost 2 years long. i feel really bad after disappointing my man these days. IM REALLY SORRY mi amor. i hope he's reading this.

i checked his friendster profile today and i like your new primary photo baybeh!! hehe. so cute and fresh. new hair cut kah?? bila? and why dint u tell me..?? =/ te quiero amor. i had new hair cut too actually.on monday.just a bit layer. and it doesn't satisfied me. PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFTTT!! malas nak cakap lah.. lantak je laaaa..



today's class was alright. good thing i attended Web Authoring class today!!! wheeeeeee... but we only started with the theory today.. gonna do practical on html codes next week!! im sooooo excited!! =D anyways.. as i mentioned earlier..our classes were packed today and can you believe somebody took our class notes, papers and all of our paper works!!!!!!! not really all.. but ALMOST ALL!! we all usually left our paper works in class in our table, but we din't expect there would be someone who would STEAL our PAPERWORKS!!!!!! ITS PAPERWORKS!!!!! what do you expect man!!! its nothing. all of our papers from the 1st semester this year till the last semester break. baie wah!!! paper pun kana curi ani wah!!! LAPAR JUAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so worry how am i gonna study things for the end test later. oh myyyy~ cana ni ah???!!! but good thing our lecturer on english, Mrs J excuses us because of the lost. hah! lost, in memories of our 1st semester year 1 in NDCS07/01 papers. GREAT!!!! HMPPPPFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oiii!!! siapa yang mencuri paperworks class kami atu, baik tah di bagi balik oiiii...!!!!!! before further action to be made!!! banyak jua pencuri di skulah atu eh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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seriously i couldn't stand these tears!!!!!! but im still TRYING to NOT to cry.

yeah, you are reading my second post of the night, tonight. see, how good i can act in my previous post, as if im doing so great but the fact is i am NOT!!! i've been hiding sooo much pain inside right now. im just tryna be very patient. but the pain keeps ditching on me. im not gonna spill my problems here, maybe not now, or later or not at all. yknow how it feels like when people screaming, shouting at you pointing that you are totally wrong!!! you are so stupid. you are so not a good person to be made as a human and shits like that.. Wait! that's not really what exactly happened, but thats how i'd describe on how i feel right now. that bottom. that lowest point!!! it sucks, but i can't escape. i don't wanna cry. i've been telling myself.. I DON'T WANNA CRY. i was almost but dint. i manage to keep it cool. and that's good. i just wanna be strong as i could, as im afford to. so if you see me laugh, smile or talk a lot, then that im actually acting. ok. just keep yourself up-date with my blog, i'll let you know when im done with my acting.

im inspired by kak yani's phrase. yani is an indon actress. if you've watched indon movie called "Gue Kapok Jatuh Cinta". she's the main actress in that movie. she's the one whose carrying a brick everywhere she goes. she's pretty as well. hehehe. i love watching that movie btw. it's a cool manglish(malay+english) indo movie ever. its off the hook!!!!



"i am too fly to be depressed"-Yansta

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check out my friendster profile and just wait&listen to my hidden off the hizzay track!!! HAHAHA. yea, just up-date my profile today.

click here to download(acapella)
click here to download(album version)
click here to download(instrument)
click here to download(rock remix)


oh doooooooooode!! talk about versions!! my dykes said there's a 2nd version of me. 'Yvette version2!!!' tuh fuck!!!! hahahhaahah. and this particular person aint look similar like mey. not even a single thing, ok!!! ohmygod~! :p *inside joke* hahahah. it's alriiight. at least im the 1st one. hahah. meany me!! i knawwwwwwww. so yeah. whatever laaa..

cheers y'all!! pray for better day :]

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Life is depressing me recently. it's chasing me throughout the days. i tried to run away from it but this is what i have noticed.. once depression comes it'd just gonna stay there till it wants to. even though you tryna act so good with wide smiling face, laugh so loud ya head off, talk like ur on ur natural high. these things might help but still the wound would be disappear till its carefully cured.
as i accidentally browsed through my old st.georges mates, i reminisced back to my old days. it was sucha nightmare. it was so scary.scary in a way that i was isolated in an island where nobody's around. when i tried to called out for help, there were just some strangers heard my screams without came forth to me. they just stood there looked at me as im just a big tree with big trunks that no body could pull unless it'll be cut. i could burst to tears when i think too much to that past. now all of them are grown just like i do. everyone's just connected to each other in this so called small world place, Brunei. when i turn to left, i see him the guy who used to sit next to me when i was in Grade 4, when i turn to right, i see her the girl that used me for goodness sake!!! i was so much quiet before and as a matter of fact i still am.

new people might could have think that im friendly, talkative, loud, and more. but thats just an artificial thats been added in me. i am not naturally like that, it just happened as i met new people and they poisoned me that it reacts when im addicted to it, when i need it. its like a drug just that its legal.

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there's Laksmana College Gala night tonight at Polo, Danceria. but seriously i don't bother to go anyway. yeaah.. Najat and Kaka Mel were tryna convinced me to come but nyeeehh.. don't think i would. Kaka Mel's gonna perform with T's students and T himself. they're gonna do a dance performance and T's rap, i supposed and NJ, Hamdi gonna be there too i supposed. pfffffffffttt... i just dont bother to go. besides i haven't prepared a thing yet, not even clothes to wear, and partner, transport and for the ticket!! it's $22 mannn!!! mahal wah yo! basically.. im just broke.. ok! aaannd... oh gaaaaahhh!! just too many excuses there. i'd rather stay at home and doing stuff that i usually do. hahah.whatever it is. im just tired and don't feel like go out and all. malas lah.

so this summer i think i've met only Najat!!! yeah... i did mentioned few names of people that are coming back here from overboard right. and i only have met NAJAT! ONLY!! i haven't even seen kaka mel, kaka aliaa, reza and selly just yet! pffffffttt.. oh and the coyotes, kaka twins. i hope i could meet them before they're gone fly there...

i don't think i have much of things to post up here. or maybe my head just ain't working... HAHAHA. umm.. to my baby... i hope u gonna read this by the time u go online later. wake me up when ur online, morning later... ok. im afraid if i couldn't get up early later and talk to u. i don't know laahh.. my instinct just said so... just in case. im gonna go out tomorrow morning around 11 i guess.. at my motha's friend's birthday. so yeah. god!!!!! i hate to go out in the morning!! although i usually come to school so early like damn early.. but still i am just AINT a morning person!!!!! unless if its for my baby. *mwuah*

so babe, just nudge me or whatever... i think i need to get up around 6 or 7am later.. i just missed you. yaahh.. i miss you already.



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things around me have been great and works smoothly. college is fine, but some of the senoirs are missing and began to missed them more now. they're doing their attachment at some places.. i dont know.. where were they assigned to. but Mamat!! haha. this old buddy of mine, lucky him to get the nearest place like few steps from college. yeah..like just few steps out from the college then walk to the next building and go up to the office. dakat wah!! and he always gets busy by boredom!! and he chatted with me. how bored is that at work!!! LOL. today he asked me about works that related to word processing. huhuh. well, it's unusual actually that he chatted with me like that. he's my childhood friend but NOT that close btw.

so the freshies / juniors for this July 07 are about more than 20 students. haha. Woah innit!!! i think that's off the record so far. I THINK! the orientation was awesooooome!!! orientation wasn't about bullying them. oh ya!! today, principal told us that he heard from a parent that their child kena orientation till 10pm!! thats like sooo bullshit!! hahaha. we are ain't that mean, we had the orientation because it's a ritual, its something like.. where all of the freshies gonna get used to the IGS culture. once u go for study there, were deff gonna treat you like our family.. that's for shizzle! everyone been through that even myself. at least most of the new/old intake did not went through it ALONE!! can you imagine you were gonna be orientation all by urself as a girl among few guys or vice versa?! yah, ive been through that. and i was shocked as hell!! but good thing was that the orientation wasnt that difficult as ever.

i took some videos of the orientation and most of them are junked by Ujunk in it. haha. thought to upload it to youtube.. but when i get to listened to it like many times, my voice was the great one!!!! my voice filled up the speaker as im the one who held the digicam. tsk!. i was so loud and meany. im gonna thiiiiink more about it, before gonna upload it. cuz it's kinna embarrasing that my voice was THAT LOUD!!! im serious!

anyhooooo... just filling up what i am supposed to and outta boredom. so yeah... ooooooooooooooohh!!! i got a whole of pictures today from Hadi. collections since the last school break till the last orientation day, yesterday. but umm... imma get it up here later, yah. im tired sicko! geeeeeeeezzz.. im a bit depressed, ACTUALLY.... but nyeh... let it go. will cover that over later.anytime.. GAAAAAAAAAHHH!!! hahaha. unorganized speech!!


later suckers.

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