They call me Yvette.
Abode of Peace.
♥MARY-O. ♥colors. ♥photoshop whore. ♥KL. ♥Ne-Yo. ♥Piggy back ride.
IGS College.
National Diploma Computer Studies.
Lim Kok Wing is my dream.
Web Designer is my ambition.
Loves to love. Hates to hate.
They say I am a Family person, a Happy Camper, so well-known as Little Miss Slow and dot dot dot.
My fav foods are potato, seaweed, pandan flavor ice-cream, chicken and PB&J(grapes)! Those are Love!
Patience is my middle name but never test my ego.
I've had my lessons and I'm allergic to dramas.
No offense but I really don't believe in having a best friend especially girls.

"I am not a big fan of Liars"- Vanessa of Gossip Girl

Contact Me: E-mail



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[Chicas]
Kaka Melly ♥
Kaka Yun ♥
Kaka Ghel ♥
Kaka Doll ♥
Kak Yansta
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Little Nyra♥
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IGS Ana♥ ;)
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IGS Farhana
Maj yk ♥
Jamie ♥
Atul ♥
Ervy
Faye
Umie
ZiMomo
Selly
Megan
Kimberly ♥
Fatin
Zatty
Yacko


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Abg Deez & Fee
Abg Kujim
Mamat
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IGS Raphiology
IGS Wafi BF
IGS Weirdoz FC
IGS Fizo
IGS Ayeep
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Davadrian ♥
Reza
Taddie / Jackpott ♥
Hum ♥
NJ
Alfie


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Movie
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Rano
Kurapak
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ProjecTunes.purevolume
ProjecTunes.myspace
DST Simpur
Post Secret
Parking Idiots
Mellisa Clifton


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Creation & Art
Friendster blog
PureVolume.Yvette J Sation
Angelfire
Soundclick
Photos & MusiQue
Yvetteologies
YJR 4shared
iMeem

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Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together babe
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny
Deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
(but I'm dreaming of you babe)
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (say it Lord)
My world crumbles when you are not here

Goodbye and I choke (I'm choking)
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..

eyehearthis.♥

Labels: daily, lyrics

To R&B lover... just wanna share you one song which I am currently obsessed much.

go download / listen to Drake - Best I ever Had

I say you're the fucking best. You're the fucking best. You're the fucking best. You're the fucking best.
Best I ever had. Best I ever had. Best I ever had.

This is the type of song you gotta dedicate to somebody. Just make sure that there is a somebody.

Labels: lyrics, misc

I guess I'm just so into Indo Music ever since I saw them Indo's @ Empire. Especially Ahmad Dhani and crew. I'm digging the rock stars that's under Ahmad Dhani's management / production. To name a few; The Rock, The Virgin, The Lucky Laki, Andra & The Backbone, MahaDewi, Dewi Dewi and others. I've been digging The Rock, The Lucky Laki and my current obsession now is The Virgin. Ghad I love Mita! She's the guitarist of The Virgin. They only have 2 members, Dara(vocalist) and Mita(guitarist/vocalist). Mita is as well in the same band with The Rock. The Rock has 5 members; Ahmad Dhani(vocalist), Ices(bassist), Taras(guitarist),Mita(guitarist/back up vocalist),Ikmal(effin drumer!). Damn I effin love Ikmal too! He's sucha cute drummer! He's nice too. Honestly he is! and lovin his Mohawk!!!!!!!! He is sucha cutie pie!!!! Look at his cute face and his darn mohawk. isn't it just make me melt. I know he's not much of my type of man. but he's got me blinded! hahaha. beautifully blinded. apakan! LOL Oh dear Ikmaaaal... sighs.

Labels: daily, lyrics, pictures, video

Labels: lyrics, video

I'm listening to pile of r&b songs right now and either to download them or not to! G! seriously if only i have thousands gig of memory size in my notebook, i would have eat them all!! thats IF. check this site out. it has tonnes collection of r&b songs to be download. i swear if you're a fan of r&b music, this site deff for sure has got what you need!

there is this one song that has been stuck in my head for over weeks and i just found who's the singer after it's been named 'Unknown' ever since i downloaded it. okay, i have not really found it out actually.. just a little curiosity either it's sang by Ne-Yo or Lee Car. Some says it's sang by Lee Car written by Ne-Yo and some says sang by N instead. Well none of Ne-Yo's albums included this song called "Together". So I guess it is really sang by Lee-Car and written by N. I'd deff believe if it is written by him cause tsk cmon.. who is Ne-Yo eh?! He is that black guy. that black guy with thick luscious lips. that black r&b singer guy with amazing voice and good music. he's not literally a guy that "i'd wanna get marry with".. Let's say.. I really liiiiike his lips, it's sucha turn-on i tell ya! but he's idk.. hahah. he doesn't have the look but yeah.. the lips. again and again... his lips maannnn. such an eye candy! sighs!




John Legend songs are HOT too!! so is he. yes! he is. i just think he is hot though. look at his sweet eyes.ooohhh... aaahhhh... how old is he again?LOL damn it. haha. okay so yeah! talk bout his music. I looove his song called 'Save Room'.
Musiq Soulchild!! you tell me! why can i not hate him! seriously these people have a beautiful and lovely music. they're like a poison that stings my soul! wo! really got me on my knees. and making me head over heels.ooookay! that's just too much. unless if my boyfriend would have sing for me. or whoever that would sing for me with so much passion inside. oh my~ i'd be plead! ;)

anyways.. gonna off ta bed soon. so imma catch y'all later yaiiight! goodnight and salam.

Labels: butterflies, lyrics, mp3 download

Labels: lyrics, misc, mp3 download

Faza! I miss you waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! This is crazy. When I heard your name today, I got a rush in my tummy, it crushes me so hard!!! I saw a guy who looked just like you today. and I even had a dream of you today!! This is crushing me so hard, Za. I miss you so much!! I miss you. I miss you so terribly.

I used to know his brother, but I never
knew I loved him, 'till the day he laid his
eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
he's the only one around, and he means
every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
long since we've been talkin' and in a few
more days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever..



Today I saw somebody
Who looked just like you
He walked like you do
I thought it was you
As he turned the corner
I called out your name
I felt so ashamed
When it wasn't you

How can I forget
When each face that I see
Brings back memories
Of being with you
I just can't go on
Living life as I do
Comparing each man with you
Knowing they just won't do
They're not you




You are the wind beneath my wings
You are my soul my everything
You are the reason why I keep on trying
to fall in love one more time
Giving my heart to you
Baby there’s nothing I wont do for your love
Won’t do for your touch

I just wanna love again
I’m sick and tired of tryin’ to pretend
That I don’t need love again
Coz it hurts too much without love
I just wanna feel again
What is feels like to be in love
So I’m gonna let u in
And take another chance on love

Labels: butterflies, daily, lyrics

UBER DAMN HILARIOUS VIDEO. HAHA!

Labels: lyrics, misc, video

A really really good song by Dewi Sandra called Brand New Start which I believe it was arranged by Casanova. I first listened to it on myspace which is sang solo by Dewi Sandra her self. Then I found another version of it on Youtube featured Casanova which is good too nevertheless. (Y) I don't really get the lyrics right, i just listened to the song and caught every words as exact as possible I can. Sorry for any mistakes. Hope you enjoy the song as much as I do..

Dewi Sandra - Brand New Start[link]

When I wake up in the morning
Another day being all alone
Tie my hair up
Into /And to the bath tub

Lovely touch still remains
Taste of your lips linger in my brain
Its all said and done
I gotta move on
It's nothing there for me to say

[Chorus]
Gotta keep my head up way up high
Gotta keep my feelings deep inside
No more cries
Will be alright
It's a brand new start for me

Gotta keep my two feet on the ground
But / Though it seems so hard to move around
So slow it down
Maybe from now
I know I gotta move, moving on, moving on, moving on

Love seems so hard to understand
But I'm gonna keep on trying
I'm trying to understand what it all means to me
Sweet love, love,love
Why did you leave me all alone
Don't you see me cryin I'm cryin
But you still turn your back on me

[Chorus]
Gotta keep my head up way up high
Gotta keep my feelings deep inside
No more cries
Will be alright
It's a brand new start for me

Gotta keep my two feet on the ground
But it seems so hard to move around
So slow it down
Maybe from now
I know I gotta move on

Sweet love
Why did you have to leave this way
But baby its okay
I'll find my better day
Without you by my side
Were not meant to be
Goodbye to you and me

[Chorus 2x]
Gotta keep my head up way up high
Gotta keep my feelings deep inside
No more cries
Will be alright
It's a brand new start for me

Gotta keep my two feet on the ground
But / Though it seems so hard to move around
So slow it down
Maybe from now
I know I gotta move, moving on, moving on, moving on


Dewi Sandra feat Casanova



(Dewi)
When I wake up in the morning
Another day being all alone
Tie my hair up
Into/ And to the bath tub

Lovely touch still remains
Taste of your lips linger in my brain
Its all said and done
I gotta move on
It's nothing there for me to say

[Chorus]
(Dewi)
Gotta keep my head up way up high
Gotta keep my feelings deep inside
No more cries
Will be alright
It's a brand new start for me
(Casanova)
Im gonna be the one to hold you down
Girl, my love for you goes round and round
And wipe your tears
(?) you fears
You know you gotta move on

[D]Love seems so hard to understand
[C]But you gotta keep on trying
[D]Im trying to understand what it all means to me
[D]Sweet love, love,love
[D]Why did you leave me all alone
[C]Cause I see you're crying you crying
[C]And I will never turn my back on you

[Chorus]
(Dewi)
Gotta keep my head up way up high
Gotta keep my feelings deep inside
No more cries
Will be alright
It's a brand new start for me
(Casanova)
Im gonna be the one to hold you down
Girl, my love for you goes round and round
And wipe your tears
(?) you fears

[D]Sweet love
[D]Why did you have to leave this way
[D]But baby its okay
[C]You'll find your better day
[D]Without you by my side
[D]Were not meant to be
[C]Its time for you to see

[Chorus]
(Dewi)
Gotta keep my head up way up high
Gotta keep my feelings deep inside
No more cries
Will be alright
It's a brand new start for me
(Casanova)
I'm gonna be the one to make you a star
I'll treat you like a queen
Baby please don't cry
No more tears
But (?) your fears
You know you gotta move on, moving on, moving on

Labels: daily, lyrics, video

You want him that bad, then girl you can have him
You want him that bad, then girl you can have him
Say you want him that bad, then girl you have him
I ain't even trippin cause I already had him

You can have my leftovers, my leftovers, my leftovers

I don't know if you know, but it's like this
I was his everything, you a side dish
Hung around like a stain on the carpet
You won his heart but I already got it
You thought it was a secret but I knew it all along
You were just an appetizer when I wasn't home
You come down with the games, time to get crunk
You were undercover 'til your cover got blown

So imma wash my hands from you
And you can do the things you do
She can have you if she wants to

You can have my leftovers, my leftovers, my leftovers
You can have my leftovers, my leftovers, my leftovers
Since I'm done wit him girl you can come get him
He done got stale now, what I want wit him?
You can have my leftovers, my leftovers, my leftovers

He used to be my entrée, 5 star dish
Now I did ya just heavy on my stomach
Thinkin back I wouldn't mind if I was starving
Now I had enough, so you in the garbage
I don't want watcha got cookin no more
You done expired, can't have it no more
And if I can't have it, wha whatcha here for
You look cross at a girl, gotta break farrr

All them games just keep getting old by the hour
It's time to let it go cause this love got sour
I'm so done, movin' on to the next
I got what I needed, you can take what's left

Thanks Alai Shana =)

Labels: daily, lyrics, misc

Yesterday was my little brother's birthday, Mohd Fairie Syah. He's turned only 14th! only 14th!! He's not 16th just YET! OWKAY! HEHEHE

Yesterday morning, my mother,adek and i went to the airport sending adek's friend, Shazrinah to KL. When we reached to the airport.. looking for parking and i saw H's babah car, whatta coincidence my mother parked her car in front of H's babah's car. HAHA. yeah.. i know what's he doing there.. and yes, i remember that H's siblings, Hafiy and Zmah is coming home on that day. adek and i walked into the airport earlier leaving my mother who's being lazy to get outta car.haha. then i saw HANIF(H's baby brother) waiting at the arrival area and i saw HAFIY & ZMAH just came out from the arrival entrance and saw their mother n babah. i was gonna meet them but then i saw they were in a rush kan balik.. then i walked back.. but then again.. i told to my self.. why don't i just go chase and meet them?! so i ran to Hafiy n Hanif who's walking to their car with their luggages.
i waved at Hafiy who didnt recognized me at first and eventually smile, hugged me and shouted, "Kaka Yvette!!"
Little Hanif saw me, hugged me and says "aiiiii... kaka ezza. Batah sudah inda jumpa. abg ajul wah tu nada membawa bejln aahh.. "
and i said"i know rite. abg atu.. entah eh. he's just been busy.. i guess. hehe",
Hanif-"yatah kaann.. abg ajul atu eh!"
saw their mother..
ME - "eh aunty.. lai..do u think mama ingat kaka kan ni aaah??"
Hanif - "eh awu lah. mesti lah ingat.. ndakan lupa. siapa jua lupa kan kaka..kaka ani.."
ME salam and hugged their mother - "Hello aunty. How are you?"
Aunty smiles while talking over the phone- "Hello.. Im fine. =)"
saw Zmah with babah nya..
I waved zmah from distance...
zmah with her bangang face - "who is that girl? who is she?"
ME-"Hey zmaaahhh..! ooohh.. who is she??? hahaha it's me!"
zmah - "Yvette!! omg!"
ME hugging her- "AAAAAAHHHHHHH.... HAHAHAHAH. zmaaaahh!! heheheh how are you??"
zmah - "omg! im fine. im fine. good. where's Hazrol??"
ME - "uh! i dont knoooooowww.. err... at work i guess. hehe"
zmah - "oh! oh! heheh owkay.. heheh"
ME salam uncle..
zmah - "finally i see you!!! oooohh.. its really hot in here."
ME - "I knooooowww... haha. i'll be seeing you more now..oh doh! its brunei.. ur not in the uk anymore."
zmah - "oh yeah! yeah! of course. haha. yeah.. i know.. but i like it here.really. heheh"

thennn went with little more chit chat and then salam n hugged everyone and then i went back to adek whom i ditched at the stairs. woooops! hehe. i saw mum was sitting with adek waiting for me at the arrival area. hehe. i went to them and we went up to the departure area sending Shazrinah. and i bumped into Hadee and the gf, Azeera and quite few familiar faces around.hehe.

It was really good to finally met H's whole family yesterday.. except abg Herol n H himself.i did think of picking them up when they're coming back.. but i did not actually purposely went to the airport to pick them yesterday since i know H had work. it was coincidence that Shazrinah leaving in the morning as well as Hafiy&Zmah landed. i was sooo Happy meeting the family though H wasn't there =)

Anyways.. in the afternoon...i thought to bring adek watch a movie as a treat on his birthday. oh, shukri was at my place working on Database Management System assignment during midday. Alhamdulillah i have finished. hehe. so yeah.. after long break with my car, yesterday i eventually drove 'em. well i did drive on the day before as well.. Sunday.. was doing a printing at my aunt's place. Back to square one! Shukri couldn't finish up his assignment plus im dating my brother that afternoon. so i brought shukri and atul along.. shukri drove my car earlier to picked atul and to the venue as well. we asked atul to call the mall cineplex to book the tickets for Kung Fu Panda, but unfortunately twas FULLY BOOKED! then she tries qlap cineplex, but then again... they did not answer the call and engaged memanjaaaaang! sigh. i canceled the movie and decided to just go to the mall gadong. i bumped into ADIB aka Q the loooong lost friend! haahaha. I went to Uncle's shop and brought kaka some cheese cake. kaka complimented me saying im getting skinnier! woooooo... suka ku eh! hehehe. RANDOM: i really miss berakas, the K's family!='(
after meeting kaka.. pampering the birthday boy to buy him dvds.. then we lost shukri&atul.. so i just decided to leave them both alone..then me and my brother went to the arcade. I spent 10 bux for it. haha! i brought adek to play basketball(y), dragon punch(y), and this chinese drum. we got 3 tickets playing basketball, i dont remember whats the highest score i got for dragon punch but i remember i always score 8k ++. twas good though. hehe siuk wah ;p Shukri&atul finally showed up in arcade. after done spending 10bux of tokens in less than 30 minutes we went to McD for munching. after munching, pampered the birthday boy another 10 bux on dvds. hehe yeah.. dvd again. guess what i got for me self! AVENGED SEVENFOLD NEW ALBUM!! hahaha. no, i am not crazy. its just a one-second transform state of music. yeaaa.. rite! ;p We went home after that.. and my brother had this training at 7 on his birthday.. ehe poor him..but it was all good. Yesterday was my 2nd time of withdrawal. HAHA.(the 1st was for H's presents on his birthday). Overall i spent 40 buxyesterday. no complaining.. its for my only brother.. i never spend much money on him. i usually give him box of gift. and sometimes nothing at all.. just wishes and typical ones. i can see he had fun time with his only sister yesterday. i was pity looking at him bumming in his room watching dvds on his birthday... none of his friends bring him out or anything..plus my mum was practically tired. thank god i have had planned to bring him out and dad allowed us to go out and drives my car. and i don't mind spending some cash just for him. its called sacrifice and basically its a treat for his birthday. I love him so much =)

ADIB - i missed you man! :D was good to finally see him and catch up stories. He's looking all good now ey. i remember he used to say that i talk just like this one girl starring in Buffy the Vampire Slayer which i dont know whats her name. it's just my enthusiasm when i meet the old friends who knew how i was before. its the slang how i usually say... 'yknow whaaaaaaaa!' 'and then i was like... ewwww!' 'and then she was like...OH EM GEE!' 'i knaaaaawwww...rite! GOSH!' hehe. that's how i most likely was! high school times. siigh. and now.. when i eventually knew what blonde and bimbo means..i finally grew up and be more wiser, well still trying though ;p. hehe. just one thing that still sticks in me, is the long process of receiving messages from people, both ways physically and technically. I am blur. i realized that but really i can't change that. i dont know why.. it just runs in me. so please.. never blame me if i really take loong time to understand what you're saying. less symbolic, say things straight/directly when you ever talk to me. seriously! siiiigh.


June 16th:
Happy Belated Birthday to Mohd Fairie Shah(my brother)
Happy Belated Birthday to Kate Yamin.
Happy 11th monthversary to Y&H.

Labels: birthdays, butterflies, daily, lyrics, outings, video

Lord, its 4:56am now, I can't sleep and i got school later in the morning!!!!!!!!!



so i managed to sleep TADI around 1-ish am! then i got up when i heard this one song playing on the radio(whaaa?! radio?) YES, radio!!! ya heard! so sad that i only got to listen to the radio? YES, its is sad. and what more???

* azan subuh

so yah... as i got up listening to the radio with my eyes close and opened ears.haha. well, i wasn't really got up at that time, im like.. half asleep. and when the song's finished... THERE, the insomnia is killin me again this time!! so after too many tossed and turned + attempts , here i am with my eyes wide open, complaining about my effing insomnia. well, do u consider this as insomnia btw? cause i was asleep earlier..

your curious what song did i listen to?? here it is..

Alicia Keys - Like You'll Never See Me Again

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn't feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I'd be wishing you were here
To be everything that I'd be looking for
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you'll love me
Love me like you'll never see me again

Oh Oh Ohhhhh

How many really know what love is?
No you never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it's everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You're beside me
I'm so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you'll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don't really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you'll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you'll never see me again
(like you'll never see me again)

Ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh

i think this song is like dejavu to me. before this.. there was just so many things showing me or more to bug me to listen to this song. i saw the title of the song everywhere now(in sites) and i even had a dream of the title of the song. i don't know what it means... till i heard of the song just now. it's soo beautiful, i tell ya! im sure you gonna like this song. i should have listen to it earlier when things showed me to listen to it. hahah. probably the dream was just tryna tell that i really should listen to this song. hmmmmmm.... now i already listen to it and what can I say about this song, i really love it by the 1st time i listened to. very recommended *4 thumbs up*!! =D

my today's horoscope says "This is a very good time for talking to someone you're having trouble with, especially if they are someone who has been having trouble with a lot of people. They are ready to hear the truth about how they come off to the rest of the world. You have the ability to deliver this cold, hard truth without making them defensive. Use your compassion liberally. It will help you keep the peace while educating them about how they can get along with other people better." there's only one person in my mind right now.. but i may be wrong too. who do u think, readers?? i wonder who would it be eyyy... =/

i dont think i'd be sleeping again.. so imma do what i can do now. excluding attempt to sleep! since my eyes are WIDE open. bah! i chow now peeps. laytaaaa. good morning. rise and shine!

time check: 5:56am =)

Labels: daily, lyrics

i like this song since the 1st time i heard on Qolen's birthday. But it was during i send home the ex-s. hehe. yeah.. im not sure whose cd was that though. but Wani kept on listening to this song on repeat. so yeah... that's off as an intro for the song i guess. hahaha. but i don't dedicate this song to anyone. NUH'UH! no one, ya heard! hehe. anyway.. enjoy yeah! ;)

August - One Wish download here

Tell me why you did it.
Tell me why you'd go.
Tell me how did it work out for the both of us.
Tell me what's the reason, (tell me why you lied)
And I'll explain how you broke my heart and make this grown man cry.
When night turns into day, I'll (feel?) this thing away.
When dust turns into (?), I can't move on.
I'll still be wishing.

I wish I tried a little bit harder.
Wish that I would bother.
Wish that I would be better to (deal within?)
I wish I could hold you once again.
I'm wishing I never had to wait.
I wish everything I did, I did better.
I wish to God I'd kept ya.
I wish that you would ain't never went away.
I wish that I ain't see, that you was doing better.
I wish that you was better with me.

Tell me why the indecision.
When nothing's left to say.
And why am I still missing your presence in my bed.
Why you in my mind still, why you in my dreams.
Why's my reality just never what it seems.
When night turns into day, I'll (feel?) this thing away.
When dust turns into (?), I can't move on.
I'll still be wishing.

I wish I tried a little bit harder.
Wish that I would bother.
Wish that I would be better to (deal within?)
I wish I could hold you once again.
I'm wishing I never had to wait.
I wish everything I did, I did better.
I wish to God I'd kept ya.
I wish that you would ain't never went away.
I wish that I ain't see, that you was doing better.
I wish that you was better with me.

I wish i wish i wish i could (x4)
I wish I could've done a little bit better for the both of us.

I wish I tried a little bit harder.
Wish that I would bother.
Wish that I would be better to (deal within?)
I wish I could hold you once again.
I'm wishing I never had to wait.
I wish everything I did, I did better.
I wish to God I'd kept ya.
I wish that you would ain't never went away.
I wish that I ain't see, that you was doing better.
I wish that you was better with me.



* Sorry the lyrics may not be in proper or little messed up, cause its not really the exact lyrics. i just got it from some sites. so yeah. hehe. yknow what i mean, right?! hehe

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today has just been sucha suckyy day, in fact these 2 days straight. all i've been doing was just, eat, sleep, computing, siting, and shower at the very late hour. seriously, i have no idea why. i've just been so lazy.

* shit!! its 'our' song playing on the radio, 311 - Love Song. ='(

whenever im alone with you, you make me feel like i am home again
whenever im alone with you, you make me feel like i am whole again

however far away, i will always love you
however long i stayed, i will always love you
whatever words i say, i will always love you

buset eh!!


aaaaaaaaaaaaaannnyyywaaaaaaaaaaaayyyss... as i have just said earlier, i've been sucha slacker. i don't even feel like goin out. surprisingly, riiiight??! i aimed to work on my assignment on last Monday, but then not even any progress i had done, not even flipping to the question paper better yet take a look at it! tell me how LAZY i can be! as i told shukri this earlier, i haven't been doing so much things at home... but melampuhkan body!! not that i wished for, but it just happened. =/ haha. so i lost few weights since the late February, which marked me of so many histories. hmmm... so now... well of course i don't want my weight to gain AGAIN but.. yknow... foods, they're so irresistible . and im eating a bar of TWIX chocolate. yummy but =/ i think it's just one of those days~ the women's day coming up soon. yknow... when "moon comes". lol. :P

i chatted with Hafiy and Mica last night well more to like today morning or at dawn. so i just chatted about H, mostly. Im so confused right now. GAAAAAAAAAAHHH!! sigh. i love you both. thanks for helping me through all this, and EVERYBODY!

anyways... credit ku save wah yo! aku baru kana bagi top-up yesterday but alum lagi ku top-up. haha. and mobile ku tidur 2 hari sudah ah. nada begarak for 2 days ani wah. not even flip it better yet touch at it. haha. how cool is that! i mean.. dude, im alive without it! hahah. antah eh! apakan aku ani... sekadar jua aahh.. blergh~

i've already got few songs that listed in my song lists at my last post. thanks much AmalDoll!!! ;)

Duffy - Stepping Stone
Colbie Caillat - Bubbly
Little Bit - Forget About Me
Heather Headly - I Wish I Wasn't
Mariah Carey - Touch My Body(NON-REMIX / ORIGINAL VERSION PLZ!)
Britney Spears - Breaking the ice
Rihanna - Take A Bow
Asia Cruise - Selfish
Robyn - Handle Me


those strikes, are those that i already have. so im still wanting for the remaining. anybodyyyy... helep dong??!!



Why Don't You Love Me
The Way I Loved You
It Feels So Crazy
Cause I Dunno What I Did To You
If You're Gonna Hurt Me
Then Do It Quickly
Cause I'm Tired Of Cryin
If You Don't Wanna Stick Around
Then, Baby, Forget About Me

Too Late, Sorry
I Didn't Even Have The Chance
You Said You Were Happy
Baby, I Don't Understand
Gave You Everything You Asked For
And Was Ready To Give A Lot More
I Would've Given The World
Right In The Palm Of Your Hand



i still remember when you asked me if im happy being with you and i say, Yes I am. and I asked you right back if you are, and you said ditto, Of course I am happy. so I believed. You know, I know, we both know, everybody knows better yet the world knows that we both were so much happy together and no one can doubt it. but you RUINED it!!
i can't believe that i have given you the best of me and e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g. but all you could've done was just leave. i don't know why did you have the nerve to do all that over me but all i can see is that you're tryna play some games. so there i was, when i realized there's a lie in believe. thinking why are you so stupid to think that im stupid to know all of your stupidity. Yes, i may look stupid but i guess you're just not smart enough to dig me deeper. oh~ how glad i am to know that i can fool you too, you foo! now you're telling me that you're gonn change and trying to leave that ish. but all i see was NIL baby. there's just nothing but your phony alibi and effortless. i really hate to know that im still keep on thinking of you, still i see you in my dreams, still i see you everywhere even when i closed my eyes. i know it's not worth my time being like this when i know that you're not even think a bit bout me better yet miss me..

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2 days left till kaka leaving for UK. siiiighs. i havent seen her these days, she's been busy with her fams and packing stuff i guess. i hope i could go to the airport and send her this Friday though. and tomorrow zurra,nesa, alil and their cousins are flying off to KL. maaaannnn!!! too many people are leaving for KL and making me sooo jealous lah!! pfffffffffttt! i havent gone to KL tis year, just yet. and im looking forward to it either in September or December. but i need somebody to go with. i am really in need. and i need somebody that's legal to go to Zouk or at least wanting to go to Zouk and clubbing!!! :D

September, siiighs! whoever reads these, please.. never talk about September, or at least just never mention September to me, right in front of ma face or when I'm around. it hurts me a LOAD just to hear it. so don't get me hurt.okay. JUST SIMPLY DO NOT EVER MENTION SEPTEMBER WHENEVER I AM AROUND.

dance class today was alright. anna is joining and she's begin to like 'em. she can dance anyway.. so no sweats. we skipped tutorial class today cuz its started at 3.30pm while the dance class started at 3pm and before the tutorial class we had a 2 hour of class on programming language. so it was hectic. dance class finished around 5 and met Adul in the studio. hehe. it's good to see him today after been awhiiiiile. but things are different now. so much different, we barely talk and blaaahhh, now.. heheh but it's all good. im still talking to the brother, Alek. he's the cutest thing ever!!!!!! hahaha. we were best friends back in high school.hehe. high school memories eh?? =)

i was searching for some new tracks today and i got few. one of them is by Ne-Yo called Go On Girl and apparently Kak Yani's phrase (I'm too fly to be depressed) was taken from this song. The lyrics are so deep. Should listen to this song and get the lyrics. i'd upload the download link tomorrow yeah, IF im not that busy or tired, cuz I am curently feeling sleepy and tired as hell. heheheh. but here's the lyrics...

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just another usual boring Saturday night. there's a ladies night party goin on at empire right now, even though im invited as im a lady, but nyeh.. im not a party grrl. i don't really go to party.hardly. so yah. unless its a close friends' or my own party, all i can say is depends.clear?

yesterday, mamat invited me and some mates to his belated birthday celebration at empire. there ain't lotsa people came, only some close friends and family. i can say small population for a big place. hehe i din't know that we really should bring an extra clothes, means the party gonna held at the beach/outside. i thought it was vice versa, so i din't bring any extra clothes. soooo, sadly i din't have fun with the water splashing and all that. pfffftt. but somehow, i had fun taking pictures and laughing. ooh man, the heat was burning my face. yeah..only my face since its uncovered, unlike my body(doh!obviously i was wearing something kali ah.)

so talking about pictures, here's the link to see/copy most of the photos that we took using my camera. hehe. read through a hint there? yeah, i said most, it means i did not upload those ugly photos, so y'all safe. heheh. others, PLEASE do send me our photos also..riiight!! hehe.

below are some of the shots that i LIIIIIKEEE :] ::...






playing // Ne-Yo - Make It Work

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found (wat u found)

Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
But i'm around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
Baby realize...








[HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMALDOLL :D iii iS LOViNG YOU BAYBEEEHHH... HEHEH.REMEMBER, WERE YOUNG AT HEART.xoxo!!!]







signing out.peaaaace*

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