Gullible Yvette

Saturday, May 26, 2007, 5/26/2007 08:34:00 AM

dear life

good morning sunshine. im in class now but no lecture cause its CANCELLED!! you heard that Dykes!!! maths class has been CANCELLED!!! because YOU dykes did not showed up!!! where have y'all boys been doing kan?? ur leaving me all alone these 2 days. i mean.. school days, Thurs and today. tidurrr tah ganya kraja kamu!!! see now lecturer pun nada mood kan ngajar since im the only one who came. Now, if you dykes read this PLEASE DO COME ON MONDAY, cuz WE GONN HAVE CLASS ON MATHS. heard that!!!!!hmppppfff!hehe i love you Dykes!! ;p

yesterday or last 2 nights, i read rano's blog and he mentioned about free tickets to Sunday Splash for tomorrow. all you need is just go to Innerspace, its a furniture shop(i guess), thats located in Qlap just next to coffeezone. and find for the worker there and say the password that is 'ranoadidas'. simple as thaat!! just go find the worker and say 'ranoadidas' and you'll get free ticket to Sunday Splash! i wanted to but c'mon i wouldn't want to go there all by myself,alone??! i wanted to go to sunday splash since ages agooo!! but never get the chance to cause i don't know whom should i go with. to all girls that who have slim bodies, i tell you what!! i wouldn't go with y'all and if y'all gonna wear those bikinis. it's not that im against them just that.. y'all know how does my body looks like roight! im FAT wah eh!! and i got this damn flabby tummy!! i'd be ashame to go with those slim and skinny girls since im FAT! so i'd rather go with those people who has same type of body like me. yknow how boys would react or say stuff about flabby girls like ME!!! and how typical bruneian people are!!! pfffffffftt!! there were some friends who'd ever brought me out to sunday splash. first was Najat, she's slim and so her friends, so im kinna malu!! then Taddie, tsk!! lagi tyaaa... we've never meet each other in person and how'd i were gonna meet him over there at the sunday splash! it's gonna be mooreee embarrassing plus NJ were there too. gileeeerrr... and the last was Nina, that chiQue is sucha challenge!! she's effin SLIM and HOT berabis, you know what exactly im gonna say right? yes, ASHAMED!!!! plus he's there with these bunch of boys that.. hmm.. i dont need to mention it here. [: Geeezzz.. main topic here is EMBARRASS!!!

Last night i chatted with Davadrian. we were chatting about Love. yeaah, Gayness!!! shit! he's a guy that '24/7-all-about-love' guy.. so yeah. i felt good and comfort talking to him about this love stuff. since my boys are these umm.. 'love is gay' kinna type.

*az and fekree just tickled me cause az said that i looked moody and i din't let him see what i've doing with Mary-O.which i've actually been posting, riight! haha i know they'd read THIS but i just don't want them to read this right now.heheh.they tickeld me so that they could read what i've been posting about.. i hurried close this window and THANK GOD, good thing that now blogger automatically saves your drafts as you type. thanks blogger!!*
*oh yah they just came into the class few minutes ago*

anyways...continuation.. hmm..about Dave. so yea..as i said.. we were talkin about elle.oh.vee.ee. i told him that im not actually against those mellow, lovey dovey, deep shit stuff.. just that i need to loose them a bit eversince i broke up with my 1st love. yknow how hell does 1st love hurts like! to death!! so since that im just tryna avoid or prevent myself from fallin deep in love again!! i dont want the same thing to be happened again. i told him how hurts to death i suffered for 3 years loong!! and only people who'd been the same situation would know how it kills you.. yaaa.. pokoknya nangis tiap siang-malam, ngomongin about LOVE 24/7, kayak' gitu deeh.. Davvyy, trima kaciiihh yah udah mau ngombrol ama aku tentang cinta gitueee.. cyeee.. heheh and oh ya.. lemme know if you have any some new good love tracks. i love you Davvvyyyy Hottieee.. HUGS toiiight! and here's for you Davyy.. this video below is from a new friend oh should i say another local talent who has package of a real talented singer!!! his name is NJ and that who plays guitar named Remy.

NJ and Remy - Dear Life by Anthony Hamilton

i've been thinking to put up one of NJ's video on my blog but um... i dont know which one to. cause i wouldn't put all 3 of his videos up, right?! can y'all choose for me which one that i should put up in here; Wonderful Tonight, Verve's Don't Work, Dear Life. uhmm... i think i just cancel Dear Life out since i've post it here.heheh. so there's 2 left. Wonderful Tonight or Verve's Don't Work.

oh guys, i just checked out Rano's blog and the Sunday Splash tickets has SOLD OUT!!!!!!!!

laters....

Labels: daily, video

Thursday, May 24, 2007, 5/24/2007 08:19:00 AM

after a loong running track

morning morning morning. finally im a bit loose with works and hectic-ness. hmmpfff. let's see.. since my SECOND last post.. till today. oh okay!! there'll be loike a bunch of things that needed to be up-date. i'll just up-date you guys with stuff THAT i could remember of what me and some friends did . iiight.

* Tuesday May 15th 07
Rehearsal for the convocation on Thurs May 17th 07.

* Wednesday May 16th 07
We watched an Indo malay horror movie called 'Terowong Casablanca'. it was hmm.. the effect wasnt so good. the story line pun tak best. but for me, when it comes to the shocking scene you'll see both of my hands are glued to my face covering my eyes, peeking, screaming and feeling scared to death. HAHAH. such an egg, i know. but i still LIKE to watch horrors. hehe

gotsa be censored! tha's how looong our tickets are.

empire M-vision

* Thursday May 17th 07 CONVOCATION DAY!!
i was so effing happy to received the certificates. flashes were EVERYWHERE. and every one of us felt like weve been treated like celebrities. yknow... taking pictures and congratulation shake-hands. im soo Happy that my mother made it over the convocation day but unfortunately my father was busy with his work.

during the event

we've graduated our Pre-National Diploma.
[sofian, az, shukri, ME, sepol, fekree]

my Dykes and iii
[my present classmates,NDCS07/01]

combined PNDCS06/01 and NDCS07/01 with Mrs Naveen

my certificates. From Brunei Darussalam Technical and Vocational Education Council(BDTVEC) and International Graduate Studies college(IGS)

* Friday May 18th 07 Convocation Dinner
it was only among IGSCollege familia. i wore a quarter length formal denim dress that Aunty Mas bought for me last hmm.. 3-5 years agoooo. yes, still fit on me. Except that i hate to see my effing flabby tummy!! then my jewelries and high-heels were courtesy of my Mother's.THANKS mah ;] i looked pretty simply that night. i curled my hair using that philip curl thing so its a temporary ones for an hour plus looong!! when ever i use that thing, my curls don't always last long especially since i've straightened my hair. so i just used my daddy's hair spray. but still it din't really 'hold strong' enough.. nyeeeeh That night was better than last year's gala night. although that night dinner was quite classic, the musical band was the member of our college's principle. hehe. our college principle is a singer yknooww.. heheh yea!! our principle is rock. hehe he's a veteran singer. you are rock principle. :]

anna sexiii ;p

we look elegant :]

we rock!!!

we look cooooo... Ya digg??!!

blaaaast!!!

"we are GAY!!" i mean, Happy.

* Saturday May 19th 07
I got 2 messages from Khadafi after more than 3 months not in-contact!!! and i haven't reply yet or maybe don't even bother to.

* Sunday May 20th 07
Doing our program design asSHITment at Az's place from 2.++ pm till midnight and my house door was all locked that i waited outside for about 10 minutes, called my brother,my mother,my father, rang the door bell and knocked the door. i was alone outside and my place area is very quiet. well it's kinna creepy when YOU were alone outside the house, very quiet and it was midnight. then my dad was awake and he opened the door. and kinna mad at me asking why i came home very late. so i was mad too answering, "i was at friend's place doing my assignment" and went straight up to my room and cried. geez!!

* Monday May 21st 07
amal.PJ's and Hazrol's birthday. these 2 people are special so i made 2 special birthday greeting cards for them. amal has been my very close friend since we were in form 4[03] till today. Hazrol, haha we have this 'past moment' of ours. not to be reveal here ;P

To Hazrol

To Amal.PJ

* Tuesday May 22nd 07
finished our program design assignment and finally submitted. phewww~~ late afternoon me,amaldoll and zurra went to the Mall aaaaaannndd zurra drove that time. weheeeee.... hehe excited wah.

* Wednesday May 23rd 07
yesterday wasnt much of things happened, just went out with, amaldoll,zurra,azeem,zul23am,wafi,adek and bem using bem's van to express at sg.Liang for lunch. haha and it took almost an hour to reached there BECAUSE we couldn't made up our mind which place to go for and all..hahah then we all went jalan2 and taking photos and more. mcm tourists laahh katakan... heheh siap pkai van plak tuh...

and today, right now, at this moment. I AM THE ONLY STUDENT WHO'S SHOWING UP IN THE MAINTENANCE ROOM WITH SIR SUHAIMI. boys are always be boys. FOR REAL!!! see, how none of my boys are showing up from this early morning till RIGHT NOW and the class is gonna fin soon. just about in 7 minutes time!! URGH!!! bloody boiisss. aku sorang ganya bah ni eh!!

Labels: birthdays, daily, outings, pictures

Monday, May 21, 2007, 5/21/2007 08:34:00 AM

you should have known me!!

fuck those people that din't get in touch with me!!! you shouldn't simply say that im a snob or im different or im changed or whatsoever that makes you think i haven't talk much to you!! you should have known that im FUCKING BUSY with my works!!!! baie! ani tarus2 ucap org ambung!!! like WHATTA FUCK!! you've seen my msn status set as BUSY, hell you know what's BUSY means kann??!! then just leave a message or DON'T even tagur when it's not that DAMN important or relates to what im doing at that time!! unless I AM the one who start the conversation.

this guy friend of mine said that im AMBUNG because i din't talk much with him recently, and just now when i asked him a question, just 1 QUESTION,then he only replied me 1 WORD and went offline straight away!!! TUH FUCK!!

it's your fault that you haven't been in touch with me. and you weren't at the RIGHT time SUCKA!!!!

now that really gets me on my NERVES!!!!

Labels: daily

Saturday, May 12, 2007, 5/12/2007 11:14:00 PM

birthdays

just another usual boring Saturday night. there's a ladies night party goin on at empire right now, even though im invited as im a lady, but nyeh.. im not a party grrl. i don't really go to party.hardly. so yah. unless its a close friends' or my own party, all i can say is depends.clear?

yesterday, mamat invited me and some mates to his belated birthday celebration at empire. there ain't lotsa people came, only some close friends and family. i can say small population for a big place. hehe i din't know that we really should bring an extra clothes, means the party gonna held at the beach/outside. i thought it was vice versa, so i din't bring any extra clothes. soooo, sadly i din't have fun with the water splashing and all that. pfffftt. but somehow, i had fun taking pictures and laughing. ooh man, the heat was burning my face. yeah..only my face since its uncovered, unlike my body(doh!obviously i was wearing something kali ah.)

so talking about pictures, here's the link to see/copy most of the photos that we took using my camera. hehe. read through a hint there? yeah, i said most, it means i did not upload those ugly photos, so y'all safe. heheh. others, PLEASE do send me our photos also..riiight!! hehe.

below are some of the shots that i LIIIIIKEEE :] ::...

. a run-away to the next top .

. GOSH!! i just had to stood there by the heat that burnt my face. if you could really see my eyes, i closed it. HAHA. I really couldnt helped it dude!! .

. lookin weird but prettyyyyyy as hell ;p .

. my self and hayat .

. tsk. tsk. tsk. ;] .

. e big effin' arse that i HATE.mine .

playing // Ne-Yo - Make It Work

Sometimes i love you
More than you'll ever know
Other times you get on my nerves (hey)
That's just reality
No, it can't always be
Kisses, hugs, and beautiful words

You was looking for your prince,ooh
What you found (wat u found)

Is a pauper with potential
And no, i'm nowhere near perfect..NO
But i'm around (but im around)
Girl, time and patience is essential
Baby realize...

[HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AMALDOLL :D iii iS LOViNG YOU BAYBEEEHHH... HEHEH.REMEMBER, WERE YOUNG AT HEART.xoxo!!!]

signing out.peaaaace*

Labels: birthdays, daily, lyrics, outings, pictures

Wednesday, May 09, 2007, 5/09/2007 11:45:00 AM

some designs

i have designed another wallpaper / friendster background yesterday. i call this as Funky Red.

uses: Photoshop CS
photo: DeviantArt
brush: my collections, i dont remember where'd i get from

so as usual if anyone interested with these.. just lemme know, iiighties.

below are some recent random designs that i made. just some spare time designs and such.. hehe

az, shukri, fekree, ME, sepol, shah, waie

zurra gave me this crown ;]

Labels: misc, pictures

Monday, May 07, 2007, 5/07/2007 11:01:00 PM

You know you are Bruneian when...

Random Stuff..

You know you are Bruneian when...

People ask where you're from and the easiest explanation is saying that it's next to Singapore.
People are still clueless about where Brunei is and then you mention how the Sultan of Brunei was once the richest man in the world and everyone instantly remembers.
You either hang out in Coffee Zone or Coffee Bean or have children that do.
Your closet is full of designer gear but all you wear is the same old t-shirt, shorts and 'selipar jepun' that cost $2.
You don't wear Versace because only the older Datins & high society people wear it & because you have the suspicious feeling that it was made in Brunei.
You travel all the way to Miri just to get bargain priced goods but spend twice as much there as you would back at the shops in Brunei.
Your family has at least 4 cars, almost always including a large car like a 'Land Cruiser' (for stocking up at Miri).
You don't drive second hand cars.
You don't drive a car that is less than $40,000 because it is just unheard of.
You complain like hell when the food is slow at a restaurant, but when you are at a 'pasar malam' you can wait hours for your gourmet satay from that Mamak stall.
McDonalds is halal & you can order a 'Bubur McD'
You don't take public transport because it's for workers.
You are used to the wolf whistles of deprived men when you walk past them - even when you're with your parents.
You have called someone a 'poklen' or have been called one before.
You buy mee-goreng by the boxes.
You are obsessed with imported food from England.
You fly to Singapore to go to the hospital because you don't trust RIPAS.
You go to Singapore to have a good time.
You go on holiday ANYWHERE with 2 empty luggage's and come back with at least 10 full ones.
You go to Singapore or Malaysia at least 4 times a year.
You own an enormous private collection of pirated VCD's, DVD's & CD's.
You have a few specialised number plates for your cars.
You go to the pasar malam with tatty clothes & slippers but a LV/Gucci bag.
You actually believe the roads have no speed limits.
When singing the national anthem, you mumble parts of it because you can't quite remember/understand what some of the words are.
You Believe in Bomohs & pontianaks(vampires?).
You have Astro satellite.
You don't feel bad living in your mansion across from a kampong or even in a kampong itself.
You change your mobile whenever a new one comes out.
You know that the beach is the place to go to conduct illegal activity such as drinking & fornication although you swear you've never done it yourself.
You know all the places that sell illegal alcohol.
You must send your kids overseas or else they will have no future.
You fly out at least 10 times a year to many different places.
At least one member of your family lives in England, Australia or the US.
You have the cash to pay for a $100k Car.
You complain when something goes up in price even if it is only $0.20 & try to haggle over the price even at a department store.
You have to wake up early to go for Sunday breakfast with your family (all 40 of them) & most probably it's Dim-Sum.
You know all the swear words in Malay,Tagalog & Chinese.
Have bad bahasa melayu even though you have been studying it for your whole life.
You buy your monthly groceries on or around the 26th of each month.
You avoid supermarkets on or around the 26th or each month.
You think a 7 year loan repayment plan is a reasonable way to own a car.
You have 5.3 kids.
Your younger children go out in their pyjamas (barbie for girls, spiderman for boys) with a bottle of Milo clenched between their teeth.
Your younger children wear massive gold chains.
You PAWN your children's massive gold chains in order to finance the upcoming Hari Raya.
You wear black trousers, a multicoloured blouse and a tudong everywhere. Younger females, just swop the black pants for jeans.
If you are over 40 and female, more often than not, you are overweight and 'phone box shaped'.
You think nothing of carrying your new born baby complete with quilted plasticky pastel changing bag, while dangling a LIT cigarette between your lips.(men)
You think 5 cars in front of you anywhere on the road is a traffic jam
You think $0.03 for an SMS is still expensive!
You earn only $500 a month but can still buy a new car somehow and are willing to pay up to 10 years for it for those who do not apply to point #39 & who exceed point #46
You complain that a $1 hike in cigarettes is way too much when it still comes up to only $4 max a pack
You know you can get away with buying only $2 worth of gas cos your car modifications used up all your loan money from point #56
You will pile your 5.3 kids in the car and brave the more than 5 car jam to the Istana for some religious ceremony in order to get $5 per kid.
You consider taking out a maximum loan to extend your house (leaving no space for drains on your land) just cos the neighbours are renovating too.
You will spend thousands on car modifications but will hang around curbs/ roadsides with friends cos got no money to pay for coffee at Coffezone or Coffeebean.
You ride a Harley with a bunch of friends & park in front of Coffeezone/Coffeebean but only order water or coke & think its still macho.
The 26th of each month is the only time you dare to buy more than $2 worth of gas cos you need to go cruising aimlessly around Gadong (a major hang-out place for Bruneians) after grocery shopping.
Cruising aimlessly is defined as driving round the Centrepoint & Mall (located in Gadong) strip a minimum of 4 times while revving your engine loudly for all to hear.
The typical male wears only Premier League team t-shirts, jeans, baseball caps & slippers as passable casual wear to pick up tudong-ed chicks in.
You slow down to 10km/hr whenever a car breaks down is being towedaway / has an accident just to see if you know who the driver is & to get the number of the car to buy 4D later.
You take out a business loan to start a business but buy a brand new Lexus immediately (refer to point #36 on cash) with the loan & then start the sloppy business with the remainder of the money.
You do not know or have never spoken to 80% of the people you've invited to your wedding and who take the liberty to bring their 5.3 kids 4 generations stay in one house & there is 1.5 cars per person in the household who have a driving license
You think leaving work at 5:30pm is ridiculously late.
You don't bat en eyelid in any yoga class even though the instructor is referring directly from a book.
The local newspaper is still readable even though the front page always has some sort of story about illegal immigrants being caught for overstaying or soliciting as in point #31
You 'miss call' instead of calling or sending sms.
You always say "kapih ku.. bila terima/keluar gaji/overtime/elaun ah?"
You park your car as close as possible to your destination area.
You speak Malaysia if you meet Malaysian, speak Indonesia if you meet Indonesian.. and so on.
You are asked to go to a "meeting" but actually you will only be "listening".
You go to someone's wedding, you give money using an envelope and put your name on it or if you think you don't give enough you use a blank envelope.
Indo mee is your staple food and Ayamku is your fastfood.
The term 'balik kampung' is almost not applicable.. since you can 'balik kampung' everyday.
Motorcyles and bicycles are not your transport, they are your sport. When you see local tv camera around you during the day, then at night you will watch local news... and hoping to see yourself on television.
You drive your car on wavy and potholed road.
You receive official news faster by mean of "mouth" than by "written".
You like electronic products from Japan.
If you have the chance to call a radio show and before you are asked to hang- up, you say 'boleh minta putarkan lagu?'
You are in BIG debts and refuse to pay the lenders and yet still drive a CLK and live in a mansion.
You wear baju kurung with large katoks and maniks all over.
You are loud and speak in melandih way.
You and the whole family have the same car plate numbers.
You spend your $$$$$ on your wedding even though you are broke.
You become Akademi Fantasia fanatics.
You know most of the people here - "eh si anak si anu eh saudara si blabla".
You drive to the shop next door even though the shop is only 100 meters away (except maybe in Kampung Ayer).
Every year, since the 80s until last year, you don't want not to miss HM's
Birthday Titah (because you are hoping that HM will increase your salary).
When you want to get some service from the government agencies, you will find your saudara first.
If something goes wrong, you will say that one of the datos, pehins is your relative (or at least they know you).
You cannot live without Brudirect's HYS.
You give you children super long name.
You rush to a new shopping mall just to beat everybody else even though it's just another Hua Ho.
You wave your hand while driving to other drivers that you know.
You are able to pay (or not) for one or two amahs who are most likely an Indonesian or a Filipino.
You are ok to be fat.
You are a busy body with other peoples' news, especially the bad ones, and you think your responsibility is to know and to spread it around.
Your friends get married on the same day and you don't know who to go to.
You like to stare at phones for 24 hours and chat on MSN.
You say "Mun paham bisai" (this needs no further explaination) .
You have to wear 'cool' attire everywhere, even on holidays.
You add "BUI" on each sentence.
You think exercising, being hyper active, competition are for little kids.
You can't type or spell properly properly, example "hw r u? hy my nme s si org brnui" You add "me & you" on your converstations with your girl mates.
You listen to Pelangi FM.
You think fake Von Dutch products are the best.
You would rather go to shopping malls than hanging out at parks, having a picnic with your friends.
You have 'candas' in your house.
You read this blogsite because all your friends are reading it and you don't want to be left behind.
You rush to get a $99 handphone not caring about the limited features coz you think anything cheap is a bargain.
You have two handphones - one for DST a month and then switch off one or the other).
You always try to runding the policemen who caught you speeding

Labels: misc

5/07/2007 07:34:00 AM

morning blurbs

im at school now, Time check: 7:46am.

*hold up*

ok, im back.. was talking to hadi, teaching me to do an msn icon. i requested him to create an icon that says ' Yvette says ;p '.. how cool is that! i wish i could show it here,but dont think i could though cause i dont know how(lame excuse!).alright,i shall try it later when im about to end this post. but if its really couldn't put up in here then click me on msn and ask me about it,iiight. Too bad i dont have Microsoft Flash installed in Mary-O nor my desktop.

i couldn't post last night cause it says that my cookie was off, so i hafto switch it on in order to get this through!but i was so blank, apa itu cookie? then this morning i just restart it and now its work. pfffft. i've heard of this word before but never know the meaning till now, although im a computer student.sighs.gonna refer that to my lecturer later.

dude, im chatting with this white guy i met from Facebook, gosh!! he's using this DAMN complicated English that i hardly understand!! macam tah aku ani pandai english banar!! grammar pun salah2... okay, i've had enough of this, i really gotta confess this to him!!
*brb*

*back* *relieeeeeeeeeefffffff*

now i feel a bit better, thank god he's cool about it. oooooowkaaayyyyy... now i know who is this guy, haha. no wonder he's perfectly fluent in English which im suck in it. but i can't tell anyone about who is he though, cause he told me that this is our little secret. Well he's aaahh.. an eurasian, too many mixture of bloods to mention here. HAHA. and he's 25! wooo.. so distant than i am. but anyways, its a good thing to know/have a guy friend like him though. nice knowing him and added, he talks a lot :D oh! surprisingly he can speak in indonesian slang better than brunei malay. haha. he's mixed bruneian from both sides of his parents yet he couldn't speak in brunei, but umm..im quite sure if he could understand it. gonna ask him later lah.. so now, i think its better for me to mix up indon+english slang whenever i talk to him. Problem Solved!!! :]

oh wooah.. i thought to post something short.. however this morning stories really almost filled up this carpet. hehe.

so, here is what i wanted to tell yah. i got some new tracks up!!

* TU[thumbs up]-that i often listen to

::.. Macy Gray feat. Fergie - Glad you're here
::.. Rihanna feat. Ne-Yo - Hate that I love you *TU
::.. Joe - If I was your man *TU
::.. Justin Timberlake - Summer Love *TU
::.. Bone Thugs n Harmony - Call Me *TU
::.. T-Pain feat Young Joc - Buy you a drank
::.. Ne-Yo - Drugz *TU
::.. Ne-Yo - Make it Work *TU
::.. Nivea feat. Akon - Nobody(remix version of Don't Matter) *TU
::.. Beyonce - World Wide Woman(www) *TU
::.. Trinity feat. Ne-Yo - Real Love *TU
::.. Bobby Valentino feat Timbaland -Anonymous *TU
::.. Bobby Valentino - Turn The Page*TU
::.. Twista feat Mariah Carey - So Lonely
::.. J.Marc - Pause *TU
::.. Terry - Dumped Me
::.. Timbaland - One & Only (Feat. Fallout Boy) *TU
::.. Timbaland - Release (Feat. Justin Timberlake) *TU
::.. Tyra - Still In Love *TU
::.. Paula DeAnda - When it was me
::.. Rihanna feat Jay-Z -Umbrella

i guess that's just for now.. i bet most of these listed songs above are not yet been air in any local radio station,am i right? so here for y'all.. you may download some of other songs from my multiply site too, but i havent update much songs there, will do later iighties. i got more coming up, so stay on track peeps ;]

now, im all alone in class, my boys are out for breakfast. they did offered me to come but hehe, i gotta control my eating mannn, im teribbly gaining. ~~fuck eh!~~
i thought o watch the boys playing footie later after school but my mum just told me that my cousin is gonna fly to Melaka later at 6pm, thats like a surprise. we only knew it today, or maybe im the one whom was left behind?? =\ so i just gotta go with mum to the airport sending my cousin, he's got employed by hmm..this company sorta gotta do with petroleum thing.. something like BSM(in brunei). Shukur Alhamdulillah for him finally he's got employed, whereas his mother and little brother left in Bru.

bah my boys are back now.. and don't think we have class now.. cause our lecturer is not around.. AND the boys are playing a malay horror movie.. hehe. bah gotta concentrate on the movie now. Ciooowwww..

Love Yvette..

Labels: daily, mp3 download, outings

Saturday, May 05, 2007, 5/05/2007 09:30:00 PM

when i feel like MAD and MAD..

playing+repeating // Joe - if i was your man

depression strikes me!!! *groan* im feeling so down, deep under a huge pressure. does anybody knows how to avoid/prevent from being sucha jerk, like you never be there for this person when he/she is down and you only need em when your down, instead. i felt kinna guilty after ignoring him for quite awhile now. we don't talk as much as we used to. sometimes i feel like we got nothing to say anymore. as if it is the end of our friendship. i admit i do miss him. but i don't know what had made me ignored him at the first place. at times i felt like its a mixture feelings of boring and missing. i do feel happy when he's around but when comes to a conversation, i seemed to be so quite. like..yknow.. you got not much of things or better topic or aaanny topic to talk about. whats this?!! darn! tell me it's not this feeling when cupid strikes its arrow to a heart and begins to fall in..~~love~~. aaaahhhh... CRAAAAP SHIT! i don't want the same mistakes to be happen again. it's not easy to turn back time and start things all over again. i've got a better second chance being his friend and i dont wanna spoil it just because of the ~~evoL~~ feeling! This greatest second chance is so rare to be found / heard. it never happens to me before, even with the ex(s). it's sucha precious GOLD chance yknow..
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then after all i think, i got this things too emotional perhaps cause of my woman's day is coming sometime soon.. hmpfff!

Maths class had a meeting about our class's Integrated Assignment.
Group A( Library Book Inventory System):
sepol, shukri, shah & waie

Group B(Library Loan System based on Bar Coding System + A case study)
Az,Fekree &Yvette.

so yip that's how were divided into.anyway..wish us a best of luck on this. target to get it done ought by end of July.only 3 months babe!!

i went to Qlap Mall with my boys today, except for shukri. he was late came to school today. anyway, Qlap wasn't much of things to tell..just some expos on computer stuff and should i say imitation stuff as well. hehehe . shukri came to school few minutes after we got back from Qlap mall, then out again with me to gadong. as y'all should know theres this thing went on at Gadong mall today, Funtasia, something like a kristal astro roadshow. the area was like MAD!! horrible traffic jammed!!! and even in the mall itself. was so hectic! well,shukri and i were just looking and browsing over some places there and had a sharing lunch meal together. hahah. 'date for a day with Yvette' - as shukri said! hahahah. after he had lunch with me he again had lunch with his girlfriend, yes, lunch AGAIN!! haha. shukri is a vacuum!! :p so i gave them privacy by left my self out and chilled at uncle's shop. they got a new guy worker laaahh.. he got ahhh..not-bad-looking look but he's aint my taste. hehehe. he's just iight i guess.

my legs and body starting to feel hurt after did the jogging, sit-ups and dance in my room yesterday!! hahahah. see, it means it really works. haha. so an advice here; if you feel lazy to go out and do your sports, just jog around you room and other little sports that could fit in :D

~Help me understand what I'm saying ain't getting through. Why I can't be your man? When I'd give up the world for you. Girl, I'll do the best I can. Love you forever. That's what I'll do. If I was your man... 3x

~Can't live without you anymore. (I can't live)
Baby, I know that you're worth fighting for. (Fighting for)
Please say that you're still in love with me. (Ohh)
And my arms is where you need to be.
Ohhhh....

someone(name not to be mention) sent me some hilarious pictures just now. hahahah. scroll down... :p

Sleeping Syndrome. I was sitting next to Az at that time. So definitely wasn't me took this picture.BWOOAAHH!! :p

HAHAHA!! that's zul23am wearing hmmm.. whose heels could that be ayy...??? =\

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