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Monday, July 09, 2007, 7/09/2007 05:02:00 PM
Life is depressing me recently. it's chasing me throughout the days. i tried to run away from it but this is what i have noticed.. once depression comes it'd just gonna stay there till it wants to. even though you tryna act so good with wide smiling face, laugh so loud ya head off, talk like ur on ur natural high. these things might help but still the wound would be disappear till its carefully cured.as i accidentally browsed through my old st.georges mates, i reminisced back to my old days. it was sucha nightmare. it was so scary.scary in a way that i was isolated in an island where nobody's around. when i tried to called out for help, there were just some strangers heard my screams without came forth to me. they just stood there looked at me as im just a big tree with big trunks that no body could pull unless it'll be cut. i could burst to tears when i think too much to that past. now all of them are grown just like i do. everyone's just connected to each other in this so called small world place, Brunei. when i turn to left, i see him the guy who used to sit next to me when i was in Grade 4, when i turn to right, i see her the girl that used me for goodness sake!!! i was so much quiet before and as a matter of fact i still am. new people might could have think that im friendly, talkative, loud, and more. but thats just an artificial thats been added in me. i am not naturally like that, it just happened as i met new people and they poisoned me that it reacts when im addicted to it, when i need it. its like a drug just that its legal. I GOT A HEART FULL OF PAIN HEAD FULL OF STRESS HAND FULL OF ANGER HELD IN MY CHEST ....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... Labels: daily |
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