Gullible Yvette

Friday, February 19, 2010, 2/19/2010 12:49:00 AM

My top 3!

I'm in a mood on writing a long post. It's been a while anyway.
I have 3 major things in mind that I have yet to achieve.

1) Slim - I know this is ridiculous! but enough said. people, PLEASE just help me out! give me some moral support or whatever support that I can get to make me slim! please! hehe. I am so desperately need to be slim!
Don't tryna make me feel good by saying;

"No, ur not fat." - A girl would still think she is fat, no matter how gazillion times you're telling that she's not, until she's finally seeing the body/weight that she's wanted! Real talk son!
"You look just fine." - Thank you but no. cause you're talking bout the clothes I'm wearing that is fine. Have you seen my flabs?? Have you seen it shakes like jelly when you tickle?Well that's not jelly, its called FATS! Have you seen my big fat thighs? not to mention my arse!
"You know you look better than her(no names)." - yeah? like hell cares bout her? you know some people just dislike to be compare with others. Everybody wants to be them self, so stop comparing people with others. No matter how good they are than other people. If they can't accept your kind words, don't force. They know what's good for themselves. You know yourself and so are they.

2)Doing & Getting Degree - I want this so badly! I've cried for this too much now! I am serious. I am not being cheesy or anything. I am effing serious. I just can't be bother to do anything right now until I get this! Can't even bother to get a temporary job or whatever related to job. I just wanna get out from here, do my Degree, living an independent life, back home with handful of success and bag tears of joy. This is my dream! and I want this to become a reality. Amin ya rabbalalamin.

3) A man - This particular man is The man. He is That man. That man when you say to yourself, "I'm done searching." A one in a million kind of man. A man that you've been looking for all this time. A man that you wanna get marry with. A man makes you wanna think of settling down. I know its too fast for me to think of that way but I really did not saw it coming. It's this magical feeling that I have for him. It's really not a natural feeling that I ever had, it is indeed magic! I'm just not the chilly girl in love as I was. I am the shocking emotional to the core girl in love now. Obsessed? or whatever you wanna call me.. hey, have you really ever loved someone like I do now? Think again. Chasing pavements? I don't care cause I know I am chasing the right man. Don't ask me for a perfect one, cause I don't want a perfect world. and that man is... yet to be call as Swagger Boy.

These are my top 3 yet to achieve. It's not hard right? It's only 3. My top priority for now. It's only 3 Ezza, yes you can achieve it! Yes, you can. Have faith and believe that YOU can and God will definitely help you through all this. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

Salam.

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