Gullible Yvette

Saturday, May 05, 2007, 5/05/2007 12:07:00 AM

messed up

i had a worst night mare EVER last night! the main thing was about a baby dead in my hand. it was so awful cause its involved baby, im so weak when comes to baby.. they're so adorable but i was given this dream. its so unexpected. i didn't cry in my dream but i was just extremely panic! okay this is how it happened in my dream, first.. i was carrying a baby trying to calm em down cause she/he was crying. i was with my brother at that time. then when i tried to play with the baby, she/he cried silently(no voice) till she/he slowly close the eyes and stopped moving. so me and my brother was effing panic that the baby stop crying and moving. we tried to do so many things but the baby still did not move. it was ~~farking~~ scary man!! my brother cut my dream off(thank god) by knocking my door. and when i woke up all i could say was 'alhamdulillah it was just a dream..' and kept on rubbing my face and scratching my head and hair. Thank God it was just a dream.. Nauzubillah minzalik...and since then, i am so effingly afraid to hold a baby, AGAIN!!! =C

today i was cleaning my messed up room and toilet! i dont remember how loong did i took to cleaned up my room..heheh. it was terribly messy.. told you im a mess. HAHAH. i might look neat, but remember look could be deceiving too.

from the picture you can see the top 2 pictures are before cleaned and below are after cleaned. look at the before picture, my clothes were almost covered my bed, and if you wonder how could i sleep with bed like that?? HAHAH. i've mentioned in the previous posts, i can sleep everywhere and anytime i want. so i just simply slam my self on bed and dreaaaaaamm~. uh! not that baby dream anymore!! that's a NO-NO!! anyway, yea.. my messy room, my mum did scolded me few times about my dirty room already . hahah but i just dint bother to clean up.. because.. i always busy with Mary-O and school. it's always been very productive day on every school days/weekdays. if you could see a green hair-dryer there in before picture, yip yip, i've use hair-dryer now and even comb. yes, i've got hairbrush/comb and hair-dryer now. hahah since i straightened my hair..that's when i was afford for hairbrush and hair-dryer. i never comb my hair nor hair-dry when it was curly.. heheh. but hey, even if i dint comb my hair/hair dry it, it still looks good as it is and clean, owkay. i love my hair, ya heard! :p

i thought to jog at tasek today but seems no one that i wanted to go with are available.. so i did this silly yet successful thing. i jogged around my room. aaahhhhhh.... hahah i jogged, i did sit-ups and danced. it went on for an hour plus. since im a lazy person, well, i could go down and jog around the home area though.. but as i just said, im a lazybum chiq.siighs. so i just had to do the sports in my room. haha. but yip, it works.. i feel a bit energized now! =\ hahah. ow ya! i had durian with mummy today, i was surprise my self that i ate more than i usually do. i usually eat 2-3(biji) of it.. cause i'd feel throw out if i eat more than that. but this time, i did not.. dont know why, prolly cause i haven't eat it for long time..so yeah. BUT then.. hours after that.. i felt so siiick! feels to throw out and even right now. im afraid i'd throw out at school tomorrow =\ it's sooo NOT good maynnn!! errrrrghh..

i finally found this one old song that i never knew the name of the singer/rapper of the song eversince(last 2/3 years ago),until today when i bumped into someone's blog and found this:

haha.crazy! i only knew it TODAY!! tsk.tsk.tsk.

playing // Janet Jackson - Doesn't Really Matter.
It doesn't matter if they won't accept you
I'm accepting of you and the things you do
Just as long as it's you
Nobody but you, baby, baby

My love for you, unconditional love too
Gotta get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up and show you that it¡

Doesn't really matter what the eye is seeing
Cause I'm in love with the inner being
And it doesn't really matter what they believe
What matters to me is you're in love with me ...

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