Gullible Yvette

Tuesday, July 24, 2007, 7/24/2007 07:40:00 AM

truth hurts

Sunday at night, me and kaka mel were chatting about deep bullcrap. she's missing her man who's in the UK. she's ditching most of her pains on me. well, im fine with it. cause she's been there for me and now its my turn to do something in return for her. it's love that counts. so when she talked most about her boyfriend it did touched my side of it. GAAH!! it's just so sad to think about it.

when you've planned, dream about how the futures gonna be like. when you encouraged people and they listened to each of your words. they treated you good. they spent the whole dawn for you, just to talk to you.when there were NO fights it was so clean as white. and in the end they just had to simply vanished when the storm strikes. AND when this had happened to your significant other!! (ok.i don't know if you get me, but the whole point of what I'm saying was you just HAD to let` em go because of fate!)

it's just so sad.sad.sad.sad.sad.sad. a zillion of sad!! it's just, i've never went through the thing that had happened to me. but it's all good. i guess were doing just fine. just that we don't talk as much as we used to cause its obviously things aren't the same anymore. the feelings just had to fade and there is NO WAY to get those memories back,it's just ain't gonna be the same way again. i believe so..

i don't hate people that much as long as they don't do wrong to me. i usually quiet and don't say much of things, but thats when im not HIGH. i take things very calm and patient. but im not that easy to forgive people. i know i am that mean, because i am not an angel. but i still talk to people in a good way and i respect people. i just don't easily forgive people. i don't do revenge but i guess that's just how i pay back to people. i don't put such anger on them but yeah.. as i said I am not an angel. im sure you've heard this phrase, "truth hurts", so the pain is just as much as how long i'd forgive them.

i missed the used to be. i missed the memories. i know Im sucha bitch for being all emo but dude!!! give me some space, YAIIIIIIIGHT!!!!

im a nice person and random on the other side. i am random at times and im still a nice person.
KEEP THAT IN MIND!!!

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