Gullible Yvette

Wednesday, July 02, 2008, 7/02/2008 10:43:00 PM

M! =D

i saw M today!!!! oh.em.gee! AAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!! HAHA! I swear i had butterflies running in my tummy when i saw him. and i was so happy. and i couldn't even stop laughing and smiling like a crazy person. I swear! God, I swear! =D

M
was taken last year during IGS Carnival in March(i think =/)

okay. Here's how the story goes earlier on....

Zul cutie, Shukri, Atul and I went for munching at Thye's food court this afternoon. Then we went to the mall's arcade for dragon punch. while were waiting and watching these bunch of guys playing.. we were standing just nearby there. I saw this one good-looking dude just done playing racing car, or whatever you call that. then i see the guy next to him, i thought he's just okay. right when the rest of them, 4 guys in a row stood up from there... i saw this guy that i thought was okay... was look like M. and when I turned to his right.. I saw Azwan! i told Shukri, "Shuk, macam si M wah ni yg tinggi ah..".I turned back to them Azwan sees me and he smiled, i said, "Hi"and smiled. Azwan tells M something... then M turns back and sees me, and he smiles and he says"Hi". and thats when the butterflies killing my tummy that it hurts but I smile to that!! =D Oh..lemme tell you guys something, first of first! my partner in crime named Shukri, isn't a Gay. He's not. Well guess what he says bout M?! Shukri says, M is handsome that he feels defeated!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Mention bout Happy, i have no idea what's goin on with my appetite or my meal routine these days. Apparently I've been eating like a monster. I eat like there's no tomorrow mannn! Crazy but true. Like today, I had 3 nasi katok and apparently finished the rice too!! and 5 sticks of chicken satay and ketupat(rice too!). can you believe that?! well.. yea.. only tight friends know hows my eating order. I don't usually finish my rice.. i usually eat like at least quarter of nasi katok and finished the chicken+sambal. i barely eat dinner or late dinner(not supper). but as of now... my appetite is goin crazy over foods from day to night! i don't consider im happy for these past few days going to weeks except for today. God knows how terribly hard I've been cope with situations I'm going through at the moment. I cope for my self, not me & you. just me without you. I cope for me, my self and I without you. and I guess I have completely losing hope on you. It wasn't me who's not trying.. but you. You're not doing it at your best. Nuff with this crap. If you're there happy without me around.. then why can't I be? Just so you know.. for the whole first 6 months, I felt so happy being with you. Just you and I alone like were in a neverland. Things got pretty rough on our 7th months cause you started to find for other players to play with your stupid games, behind my back. and since that till now on... I've been tryna make you happy and sacrifices that you have NO idea what I have done for you, you being a jerk and you din't even say Thank You, nor SORRY, what worst NOT even the 3 words any more!! you've been taking me for granted my dear... and that is so wrong, well, if you never knew that. you know that what goes around comes back around. Don't you?

anyways...college is pretty quiet. still like on holiday mood. none of the classes has starts just yet. boring too. i just go to college for lepak and catch-ups with gangs. hehehe. so... till here. im praying for better and happier days by tomorrow. amin. (=

I believe you guys know the song title 'Where are you' by Natalie feat Justin Roman.
It was our song back in '05. A little story bout the song, he's been listening to this song a lot before him and I get together.. and when he found me, I was the answer to the song. so basically he gave me that song and i counted it as our song. it's really meaningful. Don't you think? He's sweet too. =)

-Justin-
There is someone out there for me
I know she is waiting so patiently
Can you tell me her name?
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?

-Natalie-
I'm staring out at the sky
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

x33 Happy much.

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