Gullible Yvette

Thursday, October 09, 2008, 10/09/2008 06:04:00 PM

to Shazrinah Shazali

To Dearly Shazrinah Shazali . . .

Last few days, Tuesday to be exact my brother and I went to the airport for Shaz's leave to NZ. The moment I stepped to the airport.. looking for Shaz.. I saw crowd of people... crying! so I keep telling my self to hold back my tears. Maannn.. God knows how hard it was trying to hold back. Seeing people's crying... especially her little sisters... man! seriouslyyy.... sighs. For more than 10 minutes i was standing there don't bother to call her to tell 'I'm here', looking at Shaz crying while hugging her little sister whom as well crying a river. So I just let her be till she realizes me. hehe. When she hugged me, I feel so broken inside. for real. My eyes were teary but naahh.. I did not let it flow.. still I hold it back.

Looking at Shaz slowly walks into the departure zone, was so much crushing everyone.. including me. I could not stand anymore but to let the tears flow... I saw Lisa crying herself.. I took her hands and I hugged her so tight. I was actually hugging her to calm her down but God! I cry even harder when I hugged her. So does Lisa.

Shaz, I know that we both aren't that close but yknow that you're just like my blood already. When I held you tight the other day, I feel like I've known you ~~for ages~~ since FOREVER. I know you're gonna do good over there.

OMG! Shaz. I am so sorry that I forgot to tell you that my mother kirim salam to you. Yknow.. nothing beats emotion that I swear I seriously forgot to tell you and that she even wanted to see you at the waiting car park! and I only read my mother's msg when you're already gone.. when I already got back and see her in the car! I did not hear anything from my phone when I was at the airport. GOD! please forgive me for that!and I am so sorry that I wasn't at home when you guys were raya-ing at my place.. I was still at school. But it's okay. I know my mother's really happy to see you guys that day. =)

Anyways.. I really hope to see you next year, Beautiful. I love you Shazrinah. Much <33

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