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Saturday, January 10, 2009, 1/10/2009 09:39:00 AM
Hallucination
i do not know this feeling i encounter withi think of you to get rid of the other not knowing the least would grow beyond thought it would remain content surprised i am it is beyond than i ever thought what is this sign? i yearn for you but no, i do not want you to be a part of me neither the other, not anymore i beg for a new life. bring it to me. now. hurry! i do not want to take this mask of joy off my face i want it forever i need it forever i plead to just leave it with me let it be. i am happy now and praying it till then la la la la la so i sing the happy song hoping hell will not cross my heaven i keep singing wishing this joy is here with me forever do not leave, my dear joy you know i need you forever i feel insecure to go outside knowing it could be petrifying the marks still here i need it to fade. fade away you go! i collide. i derange. i shatter were you trying to obliterate me? you ought not to live in my life thought you were my comfort zone my mistake. Hey you whom I yearn for Come! Disappear you not Special you are I am standing still now no longer sleep Hallucinate me more make me feel rebirth do not leave. Labels: butterflies, daily |
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