Gullible Yvette

Saturday, May 05, 2007, 5/05/2007 09:30:00 PM

when i feel like MAD and MAD..

playing+repeating // Joe - if i was your man

depression strikes me!!! *groan* im feeling so down, deep under a huge pressure. does anybody knows how to avoid/prevent from being sucha jerk, like you never be there for this person when he/she is down and you only need em when your down, instead. i felt kinna guilty after ignoring him for quite awhile now. we don't talk as much as we used to. sometimes i feel like we got nothing to say anymore. as if it is the end of our friendship. i admit i do miss him. but i don't know what had made me ignored him at the first place. at times i felt like its a mixture feelings of boring and missing. i do feel happy when he's around but when comes to a conversation, i seemed to be so quite. like..yknow.. you got not much of things or better topic or aaanny topic to talk about. whats this?!! darn! tell me it's not this feeling when cupid strikes its arrow to a heart and begins to fall in..~~love~~. aaaahhhh... CRAAAAP SHIT! i don't want the same mistakes to be happen again. it's not easy to turn back time and start things all over again. i've got a better second chance being his friend and i dont wanna spoil it just because of the ~~evoL~~ feeling! This greatest second chance is so rare to be found / heard. it never happens to me before, even with the ex(s). it's sucha precious GOLD chance yknow..
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then after all i think, i got this things too emotional perhaps cause of my woman's day is coming sometime soon.. hmpfff!

Maths class had a meeting about our class's Integrated Assignment.
Group A( Library Book Inventory System):
sepol, shukri, shah & waie

Group B(Library Loan System based on Bar Coding System + A case study)
Az,Fekree &Yvette.

so yip that's how were divided into.anyway..wish us a best of luck on this. target to get it done ought by end of July.only 3 months babe!!

i went to Qlap Mall with my boys today, except for shukri. he was late came to school today. anyway, Qlap wasn't much of things to tell..just some expos on computer stuff and should i say imitation stuff as well. hehehe . shukri came to school few minutes after we got back from Qlap mall, then out again with me to gadong. as y'all should know theres this thing went on at Gadong mall today, Funtasia, something like a kristal astro roadshow. the area was like MAD!! horrible traffic jammed!!! and even in the mall itself. was so hectic! well,shukri and i were just looking and browsing over some places there and had a sharing lunch meal together. hahah. 'date for a day with Yvette' - as shukri said! hahahah. after he had lunch with me he again had lunch with his girlfriend, yes, lunch AGAIN!! haha. shukri is a vacuum!! :p so i gave them privacy by left my self out and chilled at uncle's shop. they got a new guy worker laaahh.. he got ahhh..not-bad-looking look but he's aint my taste. hehehe. he's just iight i guess.

my legs and body starting to feel hurt after did the jogging, sit-ups and dance in my room yesterday!! hahahah. see, it means it really works. haha. so an advice here; if you feel lazy to go out and do your sports, just jog around you room and other little sports that could fit in :D

~Help me understand what I'm saying ain't getting through. Why I can't be your man? When I'd give up the world for you. Girl, I'll do the best I can. Love you forever. That's what I'll do. If I was your man... 3x

~Can't live without you anymore. (I can't live)
Baby, I know that you're worth fighting for. (Fighting for)
Please say that you're still in love with me. (Ohh)
And my arms is where you need to be.
Ohhhh....

someone(name not to be mention) sent me some hilarious pictures just now. hahahah. scroll down... :p

Sleeping Syndrome. I was sitting next to Az at that time. So definitely wasn't me took this picture.BWOOAAHH!! :p

HAHAHA!! that's zul23am wearing hmmm.. whose heels could that be ayy...??? =\

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